Meanings of your Diseases in spiritual energy healings

Update: 26th August 2020
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Sourced from experienced intuitive healers. Most of the works are great and informational but not in details. Through my own healing works, I can vouch that most of the information are correct and the underlying meaning of diseases are to the point of accurate on the surface. I have put most of the theories to practice and getting feedback from others. Hence, these affirmations below are accurate, to my belief system. The original works of the affirmation should be credited to the author Louise Hay.

"How many times have we asked why God/Buddha/Great Spirit (or whatever name you use) allows pain, illness and suffering to exist? Some think illness happens by accident, or that is determined by fate, while others see it as a punishment by a Higher Power for something we have done. We have forgotten how to understand the inner meaning of illness, pain and suffering. It is my truth that all mental, emotional and physical manifestations of dis-ease are the result of a metaphysical (spiritual) cause -- the hidden meaning of illness.

Illnesses have meaning the same way that dreams have meaning. Like symbols in our dreams, our illnesses are messages from the higher self which can be interpreted and understood if we pay attention. However, our illnesses are not the problem, but are merely symptoms or symbols of the real problem. The real problem is spiritual and results from an imbalance in our thinking, attitudes and feelings.

By describing dis-ease as only relating to the physical body, the medical model has distracted the thoughts of people from the true origin of dis-ease, and has created fear that only drugs and other intervention can help. It’s a fear which should never have existed. When medical treatment alone is apparently successful, it is nothing more than a temporary fix unless the real non-physical, spiritual cause has been removed.

Dis-ease can teach us about the lessons we are here to learn. If we are aware of this and work toward dealing with those lessons, that work can raise us to a higher state of being than before. Dis-ease is often necessary to teach us a lesson which we have failed to get by other means. It can only be truly healed when that lesson is learned. That willingness to heal comes from a soul level.

Dr. Bach wrote in Heal Thyself that "dis-ease is in essence the result of conflict between Soul and Mind and will never be eradicated except by spiritual and mental effort. No effort directed to the body alone can do more than superficially repair damage. This is not a cure since the cause is still there and may at any moment again demonstrate its presence in another form. The apparent recovery hides from the patient the true cause of the trouble."

If we are to understand our illnesses and the lessons attached to it, we have to stop suppressing certain feelings and parts of ourselves, and simply take a look at what is going on with us, without judgment. We need to start consciously placing light into all areas of our life. That means placing light into those areas that do not seem to be working for us. For anything to evolve, it needs to have love, light and acceptance.

Many diseases are directly related to or caused by stress, anger, suppressed hostilities and resentments. There are many times when illness actually serves a purpose for an individual by taking them out of a situation that they are not happy with. I am certainly not implying that people really want to be sick, but that their thoughts are part of the co-creation of what is directly affecting their bodies and their lives in general.

These challenges are as much our creation as those things that give us joy, peace and a sense of being close to the Divine. As our spiritual growth unfolds and we begin to pay attention to signals, we will become increasingly aware of how we create our own reality and how our thoughts, ideas, emotions and beliefs influence the reality we experience around us.

Most often, healing occurs when an individual is ready, and willing, to make some major changes in his or her life. The achievement of balance and harmony on one level automatically requires and affects balance and harmony in the others. We must pay attention without judgment to all areas of our lives when we are in a state of imbalance. Our bodies are merely temporary instruments to be used for the fulfillment of the purposes of our Higher Self. Being aware of this is the first step toward paying attention to the messages our bodies are sending us. This is the essence of holistic healing!

The Language of Energy

The energy body (the aura) provides valuable insight into how we cope with life and the challenges life presences us. Its energy discloses where in the physical body we are most susceptible to the formation of illness, and unlike the physical body, which uses a broad-range of physical symptoms to alert us that something is wrong or malfunctioning, the energy body pin-points precisely where the origin of the pre-illness is occurring. The language of energy reveals what emotional and psychological patterns of thinking and behavior are responsible for creating the energetic pre-illness in the first place. This highly developed communication network provides the vehicle for the soul, the mind and the body to communicate with each other. Through its bio-energetic messages, it communicates with all aspects of who we are, and when the lines of communication are open and when they are not. If the lines of communication break down, the energy body will instruct the mind and the physical body what they must do in order to restore balance, either energetically, medically or psychologically. It accomplishes this by quickly and effectively communicating with the organs, the glands and all systems in the physical body.

Illnesses and Their Hidden Meanings

As a mean of helping you better understand what energy can tell you about yourself, let’s look at some of the most common illnesses and hidden meanings behind them.

Heart Disease is associated with people who tend to over commit and push themselves too hard. They struggle with never having enough time to do all the tasks on their plate and are burdened with the responsibility of taking care of other people. These people are always stressed, pressed for time, and rushing too much. They suffer from an urgency addiction and keep their body in a prolonged state of fight-or-flight stress reaction. Workaholics are more prone to heart attack as well if they cannot manage their stress properly.

Food Allergies begins with a change in the intestines and are brought about by chronic ph imbalances in the digestive tract. A diet balanced in acid and alkaline foods helps manage food allergies as does eating foods compatible with your blood type. Food allergies are related to habitual feeling of low self-esteem, being emotionally overly sensitive, and the chronic need to please others. They can be also brought about by sustained feelings of being out of control.

Chronic Infections Sinus, bladder and kidney.
An increased intake of dark green leafy vegetables helps keep the liver functioning properly and assists in maintaining a healthy ph balance in the digestive tract. Foods rich in alkaline are beneficial, as are red fruits and vegetables. The root cause of these chronic infections are anger, resentment, feelings of hate, and the excessive tendency of being emotionally out-of-control and emotionally volatile. Chronic sinus infections represent the suppression of intuition.

Hyperglycemia and Hypoglycemia are caused by glucose imbalances and involve the thyroid. However, the origin site of these malfunctions is in the pancreas. Fear, feelings of despair, grief, and hopelessness throw the pancreas off -balance and upset the blood sugar’s delicate balance. People who do things for other people’s reasons and not their own or whose behavior is dictated by the “should and should not” have a higher susceptibility to these aliments, as do people who find it difficult to express their emotional needs.

Diabetes is caused when insulin production of the pancreas becomes exhausted, decreases and may even stop being produced. Chronic feelings of despair and hopelessness are at the root cause of this illness. When a person loses the sweetness of life and becomes burdened with the struggle of life, it is not uncommon for diabetes to surface.

Hyperthyroidism and Hypothyroidism occurs when there’s an imbalance in the production of thyroid hormones. Hyper means too much production and hypo means too little production. The thyroid is responsible for metabolism. Frustration around the inability to express oneself emotionally is a root cause of this illness. People who tend to be to nice, or hold in their emotions or are unwilling to express feelings, desires and needs tend to have a higher susceptibility for this illness.

Cancer energetically, occurs when there are strong feelings of abandonment, betrayal and fear of being alone. It is the root cause of cancer. Cancer has been called the disease of the nice people because they tend to hold in their emotions rather than creating conflict. People who tend to have a higher predisposition to cancer seem to have patterns of behavior which encourage them to overextend themselves both mentally and emotionally for others, and who tend to put emotional needs of other people before their own.

Spiritual Meaning Underlying Diseases

(A-B) Spirit Meaning-Diseases ; Affirmations

ACNE: Not Accepting or disliking self
AFFIRMATION:The love and acceptance I have for myself is reflected in my outer appearance

ADDICTIONS: Running away from self, Not facing the fear. Not knowing how to love the self.
AFFIRMATION: It is safe to look within for the answers I seek.

AIDS: Feeling defenseless and hopeless. Denial of the true inner being, or sexual guilt
AFFIRMATION: I love and appreciate all of myself for the unique, powerful and capable person I am.

ALCOHOLISM / ABUSE : Futility, guilt, inadequacy, self-rejection
AFFIRMATION: I live in the now. Each moment is new. I choose to see my self-worth.I love and approve of myself.

ALLERGY / HAYFEVER: You are allergic to someone who or yourself denies your power
AFFIRMATION:The world is safe and friendly. I am safe. I am at peace with life.

ALZHEIMERS: Refusal to deal with the world as it is.
AFFIRMATION: There is always a new and better way for me to experience life. I forgive and release the past. I move into joy.

ANKLE PROBLEMS: Inflexibility and guilt Inability to receive pleasure.
AFFIRMATION: I deserve to rejoice in life. I accept all the pleasure life has to offer.

ANOREXIA: Denying the self and life. Extreme fear of rejection.
AFFIRMATION: It is safe for me. I am wonderful just as I am. I choose joy and self-acceptance.

ANXIETY / NERVOUSNESS: Distrust the natural flow of life.
AFFIRMATION: I love and approve of myself and I trust in the process of life. I am safe.

ARTERIOSCLEROSIS: Hardened narrow-mindedness.
AFFIRMATION: I am completely open to life and to joy. I choose to see with love.

ARM PROBLEMS: Can't hold on to lifes experiences.
AFFIRMATION: I lovingly hold and embrace my experiences with love and joy

ARTHRITIS: Feeling unloved, criticism, resentment
AFFIRMATION: I am love. I now choose to love and approve of myself. I see others with love.

(B-C) Spirit Meaning-Diseases ; Affirmations

BACK (upper): Lack of emotional support, or feeling unloved.
AFFIRMATION: I love and approve of myself. Life supports and loves me.

BACK (middle): Guilt. Stuck in all that stuff back there or Get off my back.
AFFIRMATION: I release the past. I am free to move forward with love in my heart.

BACK (lower): Financial woes and concerns.
AFFIRMATION: I trust the process of life. All I need is taken care of. I am safe.

BALDNESS: Fear, tension. Trying to control everything and not trusting in the process of life.
AFFIRMATION: I am safe. I love and approve of myself. I trust life.

BLACKHEADS (pimples): Small outbursts of anger.
AFFIRMATION: I calm my thoughts and I am serene

BLOOD PRESSURE: HIGH (hypertension): Longstanding emotional problems not solved. LOW: Lack of love as a child. Defeatism. "Whats the use? It won't work anyway."
AFFIRMATION: HIGH: I joyously release the past. I am at peace. LOW: I now choose to live in the ever-joyous NOW. My life is a joy.

BONE BREAKS: Rebelling against authority.
AFFIRMATION: I am the only authority in my world for I am the only one who thinks in my mind.


BOWEL PROBLEMS: Fear of letting go
AFFIRMATION: I freely and easily release the old and joyously welcome the new.

BREAST (left):Feeling unloved, refusal to nourish oneself. Putting everyone else first.
AFFIRMATION: I am loved and nourished by all around me

BREAST (right): Over protection, over bearing, difficulty in giving love.
AFFIRMATION:I embrace and trust life knowing that I am safe and loved. I choose to love and be loved.

BREATHING PROBLEMS: Fear or the refusal to take in life. Not feeling worthy to take up space.
AFFIRMATION:It is my birthright to live fully and freely. I am worth loving. I now choose to live life fully

BRONCHITIS: Inflamed family environment.
AFFIRMATION: I experience peace and harmony within myself and all around me. All is well.

BRUISES: Self-punishment.
AFFIRMATION: I love and cherish myself. I am kind and gentle with myself. All is well.

BULIMIA: Hopeless terror. Purging self hatred.
AFFIRMATION: I am loved, nourished and supported by life. It is safe for me to be alive.


BURNS: Anger, burning up inside.
AFFIRMATION: I create only peace and harmony within myself and in my environment. I deserve to feel good.

(C-F) Spirit Meaning-Diseases ; Affirmations

CANCER: What's eating at you? Deep hurt, secret or grief.
AFFIRMATION: I lovingly forgive and release all of the past. I choose to fill my life with joy. I love and approve of myself.


CARPAL TUNNEL: Anger and frustrations at life's seeming injustices.
AFFIRMATION: I now choose to create a life that is abundant. I am at ease.

CHOLESTEROL (high): Clogging the channels of joy.
AFFIRMATION:
I now live in joy and happiness. I am healthy

CIRCULATION: Lack of joy or the lack of circulation of ideas.
AFFIRMATION: Joyous new ideas are circulating freely within me

COLDS: Too much going on at once. Mental confusion and disorder.
AFFIRMATION: I allow my mind to relax and be at peace. Clarity and harmony are within me and all around me.

COLD SORES: Festering angry words and fear of expressing them.
AFFIRMATION:" I only create peaceful experiences because I love myself. All is well."

COLIC: Mental irritation. Annoyance with surroundings
AFFIRMATION: This child only responds to love and loving thoughts. All is peaceful.

COMA: Fear. Trying to escape from something or someone.
AFFIRMATION: We surround you with safety and love. We create a space for you to heal. You are loved.

CONSTIPATION: Refusing to release old ideas
AFFIRMATION: As I release the past, the new and fresh and vital enter. I allow life to flow through me.

COUGHS: A desire to bark at the world. "Listen to me!"
AFFIRMATION: I am noticed and appreciated in the most positive ways. I am loved.

DEPRESSION: Anger, hopelessness.
AFFIRMATION: I now go beyond other peoples fears and limitations. I create my own life.

DIABETES: Longing for what might have been. No sweetness left in life.
AFFIRMATION: This moment is filled with joy. I now choose to experience the sweetness of today.

DIARRHEA: Fear and rejecting. Running off or away from something/someone.
AFFIRMATION: My intake, assimilation and elimination are in perfect order. I am at peace with life.
 
DIZZINESS Flighty, scattered thinking.
AFFIRMATION: I am deeply centered and at peace with life. It is safe for me to be alive and joyous.

EAR PROBLEMS: Not wanting to hear. Anger or too much turmoil
AFFIRMATION: I hear with Love

ELBOW PROBLEMS: Not being flexible, not able to change directions or accept new experiences.
AFFIRMATION: I easily flow with with new experiences, new directions and new changes.

EYE (astigmatism): Fear of "seeing" the self
AFFIRMATION: I am now willing to see my own beauty and magnificence.

EYES (cataracts): Inability to see ahead with joy
AFFIRMATION: Life is eternal and filled with Joy

EYE PROBLEMS: (children) Not wanting to see what's going on in the family
AFFIRMATION: Harmony and joy and beauty and safety now surround the child.

EYE (farsighted): Fear of the present
AFFIRMATION: I am safe in the hear and now. I see that clearly

EYE (nearsighted): Fear of the future.
AFFIRMATION: I accept life and am always safe

EYE STYE: Looking at life through angry eyes. Angry at someone.
AFFIRMATION: I choose to see everyone and everything with joy and love.

EYE RETINAL:Refusal to look into life and issues surrounding own life
AFFIRMATION: I see you, I see myself, I choose to forgive and bring to light what I avoided with love.

(F-G) Spirit Meaning - Diseases ; Affirmations

FAINTING: Fear, can't cope, blacking out what's really going on.
AFFIRMATION: I am strong and powerful and I have the knowledge and ability to handle everything in my life

FEET PROBLEMS: Fear of the future or not wanting to move forward.
AFFIRMATION: I understand clearly and I am willing to change with the times. I am safe.


FEMALE PROBLEMS: Denial of the self and rejecting the feminine aspects within.
AFFIRMATION: I rejoice in the feminine. I love being a women and I love my body

FEVERS ; INFECTIONS: Anger, burning up.
AFFIRMATION: I am the cool, calm expression of peace and love

FIBROIDS: Nursing a hurt from a partner, a blow to the feminine ego
AFFIRMATION:I release the pattern in me that attracted this experience. I create only good in my life

FINGER (thumb): Worry, always thinking. Being 'under someone's thumb'.
AFFIRMATION: My mind is at peace

FINGER (index): Fear of authority, or egotistical; abusing your authority.
AFFIRMATION: I am secure

FLU: Responding to mass negativity. Putting too much faith in statistics.
AFFIRMATION: I am beyond group beliefs or the calendar. I am free from all congestion and influence.

GAS PAIN (flatulence):Undigested ideas or concerns.
AFFIRMATION: I relax and let life flow through me with ease.

GRAY HAIR: Stress, feeling under pressure and strain.
AFFIRMATION: I am strong and capable. I am at peace and comfortable in every area of my life.

GUM PROBLEMS: Inability to back up decisions. Being wishy-washy about life.
AFFIRMATION: I am a decisive person. I follow through and support myself with love

(H-M) Spirit Meaning-Diseases ; Affirmations

HAND PROBLEMS: Grasping on to tight, not wanting to let go. Not 'handling' things well.
AFFIRMATION: I choose to handle all my experiences with love and with joy and with ease.

HEADACHES: Self-criticism. Not wanting to accept what is going on
AFFIRMATION: I love and approve of myself. I see myself and what I do with eyes of love. I am safe.

HEART ATTACK: Squeezing all the joy out of life, in favor of money or position.
AFFIRMATION: I bring joy back to the center of my heart. I express love to all.

HEARTBURN (reflux): Clutching onto fear. Not trusting in the process of life.
AFFIRMATION: I breathe freely and fully. I am safe. I trust the process of life.

HEART PROBLEMS: Lack of joy, dealing with issues from anger, not love.
AFFIRMATION: My heart beats to the rhythm of love

HEMORRHOIDS: Fear of deadlines. Afraid to let go and move on.
AFFIRMATION: I release all that is unlike love. There is time and space for everything I want to do

HERNIA: Ruptured relationships, feeling the burdens.
AFFIRMATION: My mind is cleansed and free. I leave the past and move into the new. All is well.

HIP PROBLEMS: Fear of going forward in major decisions.
AFFIRMATION: I am in perfect balance. I move forward in life with ease and with joy at every age.

HYPERACTIVITY: Feeling pressured and frantic
AFFIRMATION: I am safe. All pressure dissolves. I AM good enough.

HYPERVENTILATION: Resisting change. Not being able to take it all in.
AFFIRMATION: I am safe everywhere in the Universe. I love myself and trust the process of life.

IMPOTENCE: Sexual guilt or pressure, feeling spite against a previous mate
AFFIRMATION: I now allow the full power of my sexuality to flow with ease and with joy

INDIGESTION:Dread or anxiety about a recent or coming event
AFFIRMATION: I digest and assimilate all new experiences peacefully and joyously

INFECTION:Irritation, anger or annoyance about a recent situation.
AFFIRMATION: I choose to be peaceful and harmonious

JAUNDICE (liver deficiency): Internal and external prejudice. Unbalance reason.
AFFIRMATION: "I feel tolerance and compassion and love for all people, myself included."

KIDNEY STONES: Lumps of undissolved anger.
AFFIRMATION: I dissolve all past problems with ease.

KNEE PROBLEMS: Inability to bend. Stubborn ego & pride. Fear. Inflexibility. Won't give in.
AFFIRMATION: Forgiveness. Understanding. Compassion. I bend and flow with ease, and all is well.

LARYNGITIS: Fear of speaking up.
AFFIRMATION: I am flexible and flowing

LEFT SIDE OF BODY: The feminine side. Represents receptivity, taking in, women, mother, love.
AFFIRMATION: My feminine energy is beautifully balanced.

LEG PROBLEMS: Fear of the future, not being able to carry things forward.
AFFIRMATION: I move forward with confidence and joy, knowing that all is well in my future.

LIVER PROBLEMS: (hepatitis) Resistance to change. Fear, anger, hatred. Liver is the seat of anger and rage.
AFFIRMATION: My mind is cleansed and free. I leave the past behind and move into the new. All is well.


LUNG PROBLEMS (Tuberculosis): Depression, grief or fear of life. Not feeling worthy.
AFFIRMATION: I have the capacity to take in the fullness of life. I lovingly live life to the full

LEUKEMIA: Brutally killing inspiration. "What's the use?"
AFFIRMATION:" I move beyond past limitations into the freedom of the now. It is safe to be me."

LOCKJAW: Anger. A desire to control. A refusal to express feelings.
AFFIRMATION: "I trust the process of life. I easily ask for what I want. Life supports me."

LUPUS (Erythematosus):A giving up. Better to die than stand up for oneself. Anger and Punishment"
AFFIRMATION: "I speak up for myself freely and easily. I claim my own power. I love and approve of myself. I am free and safe."

LYMPHATIC PROBLEMS: A warning that the mind needs to be re-centered on the essentials of life. Life and Joy.
AFFIRMATION: "I am now totally centered in the love and joy of being alive. I flow with life. Peace of mind is mine."

(M-R) Spirit Meaning-Diseases ; Affirmations

MENOPAUSE: Fear of no longer being wanted.
AFFIRMATION: I am balanced and peaceful in all changes of cycles and know that I am loved.

MENTAL ALERTNESS & SENILITY: Returning to the "safety" of childhood. Demanding care and attention.
AFFIRMATION: I am safe and life is peaceful. The intelligence of the Universe operates at every level of life.

MIGRAINE HEADACHE: Sexual fears, or fear of being close, letting someone in too close. Feeling driven or pressured.
AFFIRMATION: II relax into the flow of life and let life provide all that I need easily and comfortably. I love Life!

MENSTRUAL IMBALANCE(PMS): Rejection of one's femininity. Guilt or feeling "dirty".
AFFIRMATION: my bodily processes are a natural part of life. I love and approve of myself.

NAUSEA: Fear, rejecting an idea or experience.
AFFIRMATION: I am safe. I trust the process of life to bring only good to me.

NECK PROBLEMS: Refusing to see another's side or position. Stubbornness. Who/what is being a pain in the neck?
AFFIRMATION:I am peaceful with life

OSTEOPOROSIS: Feeling there is no support left in life.
AFFIRMATION:I stand up for myself and Life supports me in unexpected, loving ways.

OVERWEIGHT PROBLEMS: Fear, feeling a deep need for emotional protection. Running away from feelings, insecurity.
AFFIRMATION:I am at peace with my own feelings. I am safe where I am. I create my own security. I love and approve of myself.

PAIN: Self punishment, feeling emotional guilt.
AFFIRMATION: I lovingly release the past. They are free and I am free. All is well in my heart now.

PROSTATE ENLARGEMENT: Mental fears weakening the masculinity. Sexual pressure and feelings of guilt or inadequacy.
AFFIRMATION: I accept my own power. I embrace life and feel young in spirit. I love and approve of myself.

(S-Z) Spirit Meaning-Diseases ; Affirmations

SEIZURES: Running away from the self, family or from life.
AFFIRMATION: I am at home in the Universe. I am safe and secure and understood.

SHOULDER PROBLEMS: Carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders. Feeling like life is a burden.
AFFIRMATION: I choose to allow all of my experiences to be joyous and loving.

SINUS PROBLEMS: Irritation to someone, usually someone close to you.
AFFIRMATION: I choose to declare peace and harmony with all the individuals around me. I surround my self with love and goodwill.

SKIN CONDITIONS: Anxiety, fear, feeling threatened.
AFFIRMATION: I lovingly protect myself with thoughts of joy and peace.

SLIPPED DISK: Feeling unsupported in life.
AFFIRMATION: Life supports all of my thoughts; therefore, I love and approve of myself and all is well.

SOLAR PLEXUS: Ignoring 'gut reactions', or your own intuitions.
AFFIRMATION: I trust my inner voice. I am strong, wise and powerful.

SORE THROAT: Holding in angry words. Feeling unable to express the self.
AFFIRMATION: I release all restrictions, and I am free to be me.

SNORING: Stubborn refusal to let go of old patterns.
AFFIRMATION: I release all that is unlike love and joy in my mind. I move from the past into the new and fresh and vital.

SPASMS: I release all restrictions, and I am free to be me.
AFFIRMATION: I release, I relax and let go. I am safe in life.

STOMACH (INTESTINAL PROBLEMS): Dread, fear of the new, or not feeling nourished.
AFFIRMATION: I digest life with ease

STROKE: Insecurity, lack of self-expression. Not being allowed to cry.
AFFIRMATION: Life is change, and I adapt easily to the new. I accept life - past, present and future.

TEETH PROBLEMS: Being indecisive, not being able to break down ideas for analysis and decisions.
AFFIRMATION: I make my decisions based on the principles of truth, and I rest securely knowing that only right action is taking place in my life.

TESTICULAR PROBLEMS: Not accepting masculine principles, or the masculinity within.
AFFIRMATION: I accept myself fully and I love all of me

THYROID PROBLEMS: Humiliation. Feeling repressed or put down. Feeling as if you never get to do what you want.
AFFIRMATION: I move beyond old limitations and allow myself to express freely and creatively.

TUMORS: Nursing old hurts and shocks. Building on remorse
AFFIRMATION: I lovingly release the past and turn my attention to this new day.

ULCERS: Fear, a strong belief that you are not good enough. "What is eating away at you?"
AFFIRMATION: I love and approve of myself. I am at peace. I am calm.

URINARY PROBLEMS: Feeling pissed off! Usually at the opposite sex or lover.
AFFIRMATION: I release the pattern in my consciousness that created this condition. I am willing to change. I love and approve of myself.

VARICOSE VEINS: Standing in a situation you hate. Feeling over worked and over burdened.
AFFIRMATION:I stand in truth and live and move in joy. I love life, and circulate freely.

Reiki Level 1 and Level 2 on 5th of May at USJ Subang

Learn Reiki Level 1 with Soul Circles on this coming 5th May 2012 at 10am to 1pm at venue: 12, 1st Floor, USJ 9/5Q and begin your journey as a healer for yourself and your beloved ones. 

 
Reiki Level 2 will be happening on the same day at 2pm-5pm. Participants must complete Level 1 in order to go to Level 2. This level will increase your healing energy and you will be able to send distance healing.
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My inner voice is a crappy random voice

Everyone have it. You don't know it's there. You know it's there. You doubt it. You believe it , and then you don't believe it. You know you have it...and then you don't acknowledge it. What is it? Where it come from? And then you totally don't want to have anything to do with it. Why?

Inner voice.

It talks to you. You talk to yourself. It's actually that funny first feeling. That tells you , You just have to do it. Trust me. I'd protect you. And yet some inner voice are not just like that. Do it, and it lets you down to another path. Just follow me. I am your guide. You will know the bigger picture later although you are part of the missing jigsaw puzzle.

You don't know if you made a wrong decision, or a decision that you might regret later. You just have to make it, face it, stare at it, it won't go away until you do so. You just have to. It bites if you don't. You can't put it on hold. You will be force to choose, between love and grander love, between shorter pain and longer pain, between duality of good and bad or the best out of which is worst. Inner voice. It guide you. The first voice. Uncontaminated thoughts that come later is not inner voice.

Everything that comes later is a struggle of how you justify the decision you made and how you want to handle it. That feeling that you might hurt someone. That feeling that you feel is best. That those feeling that you struggle to justify. People always say, make mistakes. Without which you won't grow and learn. The question here is, is it a mistake to begin with? You don't know. So inner voice helps. And the trust that the bigger picture will come later. Everything happen for a reason. And that reason is always for the better for change. But it's that first stupid feeling of things not being what it's suppose to be. That made me feel crappy. Things that falls, crumbling and tumbling down like a block of bricks you've so painstakingly put.

Inner voice...I'll guide you, and let you know what is it. Till then, let go before the Universe grab from you by force.

Till...I feel worthy of love. Till then, I will heal.

Sexual Addiction - What's in the mind so you know how to heal it - Part 2

While attempting to write this post the whole day, my mind was filled with sex. Oh gee...not like it's what you are thinking. Anyway, the info here might not be in it's totality and, based on what is channeled best and written is another story.

Sex addiction, is an addiction of pure lust and physical and these individuals often have huge commitment problems, and fear of becoming close to someone. A real sex addict, does not really enjoy sex, and instead it causes a chain reaction of shame, guilt, fear, depression and suicidal thoughts.

Most times, when a sex addict is married, they will not get off by having normal sex with their spouse, let alone, a sex addict is incapable of feeling true love, and therefore usually in most cases, relationships do not work out. A sex addict can however, learn how to become a decent person, and learn how to feel if they are thorough and honest with their recovery. Support from their loved ones will be of utmost importance and tolerance for a successful recovery as well.

There are many types of sexual addiction and different classifications, such as porn addiction and in most cases, there are added paraphernalia, which are abnormal and most time dangerous fetishes in which one cannot get off by anything else. It can also be accompanied by abuse of drug or substances and alcohol abuse.

There are also sex addiction that stems from trauma, such as sexual abuse in one's past. Some people develop sex addiction from learned behaviors of abuse, or even very traumatic incidences in childhood. This type can also become very dangerous, given the fact that there are many sex addicts who resort to get off by violence and hurting people, and are trapped in that habit, and equally, they may disassociate and constantly hurt themselves.

On another side, it is also entwined with personality disorders and chemical brain imbalances, where this mental disease is rare, but can begins at birth or early childhood. Causes are unknown, thus it is classified as a mental disease, and chemical brain imbalance. It can also result from other mental illnesses. Please note that addictions do not choose what or who you are, you can be a professional in some high flying job, or you can be plain Jane. Everyone is human and every human have an addiction of some sort.

There are many differing opinions on the religious side of sexual addiction, or in fact any other addictions as it is categorized as the same. However, I am really wondering about on the spirituality and energy side. This is because sex itself should be a pleasure between couples in relationships and individuals, and it is an art in Kamasutra and Tantric sex,and it is also tied with creativity and awakening of the Kundalini in energy modules.

On the spiritual side, all sex addicts have a powerful physical and spiritual healing ability to some extent. They are so captivated with the sexual and physical aspect that they then become intent on abusing such power. If learned properly, a sex addict can be a very powerful healer.

Most sex addicts are highly insecure or not confident. However, they appear highly charismatic, sociable, and have the ability to entice and seduce many people with their strong auras. Their partners will also become addicted to them. On another side, some are also extremely egoistic, self seeking, and like to be in the spot light. They tend to enjoy bragging about their problems.

Sex addiction has many symptoms, such as frequent injuries due to sexual behaviours, depression, anxiety and many other mental illnesses entwined with it, the famous feeling of guilt and shame, suicidal thoughts, black outs, anger problems and other emotional problems. When deprived of sex, a sex addict will act out dangerously.

On another side of this where I opined, I would also say that human, once have abundance of something, will not take it as a surprise anymore as they get "their devil side fed", and thus as a form of release, able to accept themselves and steer back to normality in real. Release it as it comes, feed the devil side and let it subside, and then re-enforce light when the mind is centered again and increase the light side against the dark side. Healing might be easier in this way. But the addict should also be able to help in ways of abstinence or taking back the control and power over their own dark side. Just like a simple example, if everyone can afford a luxury here, say Iphone, then Iphone is not something of a luxury anymore where you will have to sell a kidney for an Iphone (a girl in China doing so). It has become normal and when the desire of acquiring it is not strong, it can be under control. It is hard to satisfy a million desires, so why not try harder to control one desire that leads to the million desires. The effort put into controlling that one desire and able to come out of it is worth it.

So if we are to understand what sort of game or sex act or fetish that sex addicts are looking for and if it is a cry for something higher beneath their soul yearning, what could it be? Why do they do what they do in an addictive continuous manner? Imagine if we are a sex addict, and we are to walk into a big clubhouse with the only intention of getting sex, no inhibitions, no one judging or disrespecting you at all . And in these rooms, all kind of games are in play, which room would you knock on?

Room 1
Slave/Submissive sex - where you listen to your Master and do what they ask you to do. (Individual could be a powerful person in real life who have been giving orders to other people, and thus would choose this room for a change)
(astrology config- 6th or 12th house with saturn, rahu, ketu, mars, moon, pluto interplay) 

Room 2
Bondage/S&M - where you got tied up, whips and chains are your best friend and pain is pleasure (Individual could be yearning for a higher power that can release him/her from one controlling power for freedom, or instead of taking control all the time, someone to take control of him/her in real)
(astrology config-7th house with mars, ketu, saturn, venus, neptune interplay)

Room 3
Groupies/Orgy - group participants or several people playing together (Individual could be yearning for connections, reaching out, or is learning about sharing and no shame issue or is someone who have no trust issue, loves loosely, free spirit)
(astrology config - 7th or 8th house with mars, venus, jupiter, me, rahu, pluto interplay)

Room 4
Porn Stars/Videos/Internet - continuously engaging in watching videos, schedules revolved around picking ppl from the internet, chatting, watching video (Individual could be very lonely, not able to socialize, and yearning for companions or relationships without strings attached)
(astrology config-2nd or 3rd house with me,mars,ve, rahu interplay)

Room 5
Erotic massages/touch/senses - the need to be constantly touched by people (Individual could be yearning for higher source that can stimulate their senses, gives them inspirations, the need to feel true love instead of artificial love and yearning for real feeling instead of illusions)
(astrology config-1st, 7th, 8th house with ve, sun, saturn, rahu, moon interplay)

Room 6
Exhibitionist/Showing/Audience - the need to expose an intimate personal part of oneself to others (Individual could be yearning for attention and the need for others to appreciate them, take notice of them or need to shout out that they are capable of something)
(astrology config- 1st, 7th, 8th or 12th house with sun, moon, ve, mar,me, neptune, ketu interplay)

Room 7
Fetishes - all kind of fetishes you can think of, including human waste....(Individual could be yearning for the power to take control or take charge of a situation, ability to stomach risks and how worst things can be and able to come out of it, fearless, extremist, and in illusions without a true sense of belonging anywhere)
(astrology config-6th, 12th, 8th, 4th house with mars, saturn, ketu, neptune interplay)

(okay...i can't continue much on the rooms already although there are a lot of classifications out there...am exhausted thinking...)

Active signs where the houses reside is also important as how the individual will express this side of them, example if Gemini side is active, the individual is capable of handling many partners at the same time (Orgy room 3), or Capricorn, the individual will most likely prefer bondage or one to one depending on what other planets are interplaying, or Scorpio where the individual will try everything and find the most intense of sexual acts that can satisfy them, Pisces will most likely prefer role play and fantasies, unconventional type or sensual touches, Leo will most likely prefer one to one or being dominant or get dominant by someone else and slavery, etc.

Where ever you are at, cultural background can also contribute to how society looks at sexual addicts. It is better to be a sexual addict at a more liberal country rather than example, at here Malaysia where religion zealous people or government will try their hands at rehabilitation to you where they do not have any information or expertise or understanding of, or even politicizing on the issue as well (like how they try to rehab the lgbt community).  You have been fed spiritual values that are contradicting to your moral values and thus have spiritual warfare within yourself, when all you have is an addiction that you need to understand and how to take control of it with the help of professionals if this addiction is out of control and make your life difficult.

Of course am not encouraging you to be a sexual addict, but from my works, this addiction is real, and I do foresee in the next few years, more people will get into this addiction (it is already happening now and escort services are feeding the fetishes of stressful people for the money they can profit from) people need an outlet to confide, to get help, and with life here which is getting more stressful, less connection with real people (on the internet hiding behind chat rooms all the time without real communication) , all these add up and can spin you to this addiction faster than ever before. It's very addictive and if everyone is judging and try to be a saint when they don't understand this addiction,  it will be more difficult to handle when it happens to you or your closed ones.

Anyway, I opined,  the best way to this addiction is first, admitting that you have a problem, try abstinence and work things out with someone you trust and never be harsh on yourself. It is just like a disease, where you need time to heal, time to get well and a plan to get well.

Sexual Addiction and how it look like in the head? Intro post 1

This is going to be explicit and rated SX-18 by people who are not open minded...But it is not with the intention of making this a porny horny post. It's just a sharing on one of the small "research" I've been doing for some years, from the perspective and lens of astrology, energy and spirituality based on consultations I've accumulated in some years . And it's all going to be about sex. I might spread it to a few part if I can't finish and I'll try to minimize on astrology jargon and attempt this writing on a laymen terms.

Sexual addiction:
From wikipedia: "Sexual addiction (sometimes called sex addiction) is a popular model to explain hypersexuality—sexual urges, behaviors, or thoughts that appear extreme in frequency or feel out of one's control. Hypersexuality is typically associated with lowered sexual inhibitions. Alcohol and some drugs can affect a person's social and sexual inhibitions.

There are differences of opinion among sexologists, sociologists, psychologists and other specialists as to whether the phenomenon represents an actual addiction or even a psychological/psychiatric condition at all. Proponents of the sexual addiction model draw an analogy between hypersexuality and substance addiction or behavioral problems like gambling addiction, recommending 12-step and other addiction-based methods of treatment. Other explanatory models of hypersexuality include sexual compulsivity and sexual impulsivity.

Sexologists have not reached any consensus regarding whether sexual addiction exists or, if it does, how to describe the phenomenon. Some experts believe that sexual addiction is literally an addiction, directly analogous to alcohol and drug addictions. Other experts believe that sexual addiction is actually a form of obsessive compulsive disorder and refer to it as sexual compulsivity. Still other experts believe that sex addiction is itself a myth, a by-product of cultural and other influences. Some who have expressed doubts about the existence of sex addiction argue that the condition is instead a way of projecting social stigma onto patients."

We have heard of many type of addictions, but sexual addiction? It's kinda rare don't you think? This is because it is a taboo topic and rarely discussed. It is a stigma and professional help in the form of counseling is quite limited because the sufferer will be shy at most  to confide for professional help. The sufferer also do not deem it as a dis-ease or an inconvenience until it really inconvenience every aspect of life. Example, insatiable desire to engage in sexual encounters or relationships even thou you have or do not have one. Or, when you suddenly feel like stopping your ways , you become emotionless and sexless.

Frequent syndrome of sexual addiction: (from other source)

• Frequently engaging in more sex and with more partners than intended.
• Being preoccupied with or persistently craving sex; wanting to cut down and unsuccessfully attempting to limit sexual activity.
• Thinking of sex to the detriment of other activities or continually engaging in excessive sexual practices despite a desire to stop.
• Spending considerable time in activities related to sex, such as cruising for partners or spending hours online visiting pornographic Web sites.
• Neglecting obligations such as work, school or family in pursuit of sex.
• Continually engaging in the sexual behavior despite negative consequences, such as broken relationships or potential health risks.
• Escalating scope or frequency of sexual activity to achieve the desired effect, such as more frequent visits to prostitutes or more sex partners.
• Feeling irritable when unable to engage in the desired behavior.

You may have a sex addiction problem if you identify with three or more of the above criteria. More generally, sex addicts tend to organize their world around sex in the same way that cocaine addicts organize theirs around cocaine. Their goal in interacting with people and in social situations is obtaining sexual pleasure.

The severity of your addiction depends on the type, amount and frequency of the sexual behavior, and its harmful effects. Symptoms that a therapist will evaluate to determine severity include:

• Increasing guilt, remorse and suicidal thoughts
• Irritability when unable to engage in the desired behavior
• Pronounced mood swings or violence
• Heated arguments with loved ones about sexual behavior
• Severe financial problems
• Job loss
• Increased substance abuse or dependency
• Tolerance (escalating frequency of sexual behavior; engaging in more sex than intended — need for more sexual activity to achieve the desired effect)
• Preoccupation with or persistent craving for sex
• Unsuccessful attempts to limit sexual activity
• Continued involvement in excessive sexual practices despite desire to stop
• Time devoted to sex-related activities
• Engagement in sex to the detriment of valued activities and obligations such as work, school and family
• Continuation of the sexual behavior despite negative consequences 

Confession of a Perfectionist

Itsy bitsy teenie weenie dots, blackie darkish purplish yellowish stains, argh...dirty, slimey, smelly, bluey spots...warrrgh! Narh...am not perfect am not, am just a perfectionist. Who want to perfect the art of perfection, precision and accuracy, beauty and neatness, dang!!! If all these fails, am tearing and toring all down, build and rebuild, write and rewrite and go to the extreme of pulling everything down. Crumble, here you go! Arh...rebuild and rewrite with perfection. Not a single dot. But hey...what's this??!! A DOT!! nooo...biaatch..u stick, don't u? I  need that Jip! Hand sanitizer is my best friend. Binoculars are my next. What bout magnifying glass? Dude that's so old school.

Perfect is not a destination, it's just an obsession. An obsession that either makes you so good at what you are doing, or make it worst that you can't move on and down with tiny details that does not matter. But what happens when your LIFE itself, you think it's not perfect? Live on, throw your obsession out. It's not meant to be perfect, it's only the state of mind. It's that easily said but hard to do when you are obsessed with how dirty it is.

The Universe will provide........!! There are always reasons something happen and it's all for the good...! Tell that to a perfectionist and they will look at you sideway and start doubting. What the fish you just said?? It's suppose to be like this and this and this u know? Geee...give up. Roll on your bed and send them white flowers. They love white. Without the torns. The dirt. And it's neutral. You know...those things? *scratch my skin, it's not this colur*

Oh man...chill. Your Virgo child sucks. 

Angel Lucifer - The Light Bearer

 From Wikipedia:
"Traditionally, Lucifer is a name that in English generally refers to the Devil or Satan, especially in reference to his status as a fallen angel.
In Latin, from which the English word is derived, Lucifer (as a noun) means "light-bearer" (from the words lucem ferre). It was the name given to the Morning Star, i.e. the planet Venus when seen at dawn.
Use of the name "Lucifer" for the Devil stems from applying to the Devil what Isaiah 14:3–20 says of a king of Babylon whom it calls Helel (הֵילֵל, Shining One), a Hebrew word that refers to the Day Star or Morning Star.This association developed in Early Christianity, in the 2nd or 3rd century.
In 2 Peter 1:19 and elsewhere, the same Latin word lucifer is used to refer to the Morning Star, with no relation to the Devil. In Revelation 22:16, Jesus himself is called the Morning Star but not "Lucifer", even in Latin (Vulgata (stella splendida matutina)."

If it's true in relation, Morning Star, Lucifer, and Devil/Satan is the same, while Venus in astrology is the planet that gives humanity the ability to  love, wealth, materialism and all beauty in any forms and illusions of sexual instincts and pursuits. What in general means, if these are the things that you are looking for, and Venus is not debilitated, you will have all these in your life with ease. However, on the other side, spiritual astrology will tell you that this can be the downfall of your life and when it fell, you will be guided into spirituality. What a nuisance, to have one foot here at the materialistic world, and another at that spiritual world. Right? No? Tell me it's not and I'll tell you how from endless before time, this is the only struggle of humanity. A thin line between the duality of the world, good, bad, hell, heaven, opposite poles. Blah. It's that thin fine line before insanity and sane. Which reality are you in? Are you really at this world anyway?

Life after death. How do you know if you are actually just dead here at life and your real life is actually after death? Well, something to ponder on right? However, why do you want to keep yourself , always on check if you are goooood...or baddddd? Why do you want to keep yourself at the other poles when everyone right now is struggling to find the center point? Where loving a soul is better than loving the physical outlook empty shells only. Thus, these are what makes human suffer. The greed and craving to always choose the easy ways, the prestige, the wealth etc. The inability to enjoy true life and real meaning. The selfishness to self, family and surrounding people. Why do you want to grasp so hard? Create that space now.

And thus, the great fallen angel Lucifer, is actually not a fallen angel. He is just what you put into translation and transcription for people as a fable , a story to believe in , that He is the fallen angel. I say He is great because he took upon the task himself and play his role so well in giving humanity a choice. To choose. Between light and darkness. If there is no Lucifer to show you what is darkness and how ugly it is when the illusion is broken, do you think you will know what is light? No, you don't. And as the time goes by, when more and more people are able to recognize the light, there will be no more need for Lucifer to suffer as well. He will be in the light with everyone, but until this mission is accomplished, he is still taking care of his role so well from countless eons at the dark side. Until everyone is saved, He will be there to make you understand what is darkness.

To change your ways and to get a second chance before you are trapped in your own illusions. When it's all going nowhere and it's the end of your journey, without repents, your soul will be cleansed and it'll be a tremendous task because that's how deep and painful cleansing in Hell is. Do not thread onto His path, because it is total madness, just to show you it's not worth it. If all of us goes to the light, his task is accomplished and we should also be grateful to Him, the Morning Star that greet us when we found our enlightenment. May He get light and love too.