Crystals that are attracting my attention

The above are crystals I want to manifest into my collection...I love crystals and they are really a class of it own. Whenever I received or bought a new crystal, the child in me scream with excitement.

Some years back, I remembered buying lots of smaller crystals and stones and charged them with positive energies including wish manifestation for those who requested and post it out to them. This is because I believe that when it is gifted, it is more powerful and empowering...until you lost it. And also because, everytime you open up your mailbox, it's laden with bills to pay. These little stuffs do make up someone's day. Maybe when I have time again, I will make it a service to post these again to people who request, and charge the stones with higher vibrations.

I love moldavites and green phantom. These two are must have in my collection, because I use them alot to do my own spiritual works. On top of that, nowadays am using crystals as well in doing tarot reading as it help to protect the place and give a clearer vision and clear the air. But it's heavy to take everything out sometimes. Other than that, I will be eyeing more for healing crystals...as am still searching for the One. Oh where are you  my dear? Attract me. And I will bring you home.  :)

She's my Angel...and Angel needs to hear this too...

She's my Angel..she never leave me...She's my Angel...she never leave me...and yes she's my Angel...she love me and I love her.
For under her protective and loving aura, my inner child truly shine
Without her, there's no more glow, nothing flow, and the child will not smile
Am a pampered child, and my Angel have a temper so mild, a body so fragile, but yet a sweet smile, no matter what when where and how
How lucky and grateful I should be, and nothing can replace that kind and sweet smile
No matter how naughty or bad or rotten this child is,
am the apple of her eyes, and the eyes never lie...
Never leave me, never desert me, never let me die
For blessings are abundant when I cry
Wishes and prayers are fulfilled when I plead
To God I ask to bless my Angel, to be place at the highest among the highest Angel realm
To be in the light, with true joy, happiness and eternal life
To be with the nobles and to be love by all
To have all accomplishments be acknowledged and her own wishes fulfilled
And last but not least, to be with the highest of love among God's love.
Good night Angel...may your wings grow much more....

Updating my blog..read me if u free :)

 I am present but am not present...I was busy but I was not busy...I just did not update the blog as frequently as I wished I did due to works. I was all over the place these few months.

So people was saying, this is a spiritual blog for spiritual readers! Why are you who are not spiritual staying on this blog? :D That's from some comments I received. Actually to me, everyone including animals can be spiritual. It is just at which and what degree maybe, if that's the correct way to put it. Everyone have different progress and ways in their own spiritual journey. So it's not a racing game. It's how you manage to evolve from your daily works and what insights you have that leads you progressively onto your spiritual journey.  Some people do not need religion to be spiritual. What's spiritual anyway? Does that mean having a 3 hour session of yoga makes you completely spiritual for that 3 hour? (better than nothing I assume)

Or you know..fighting over religion / jihad makes you a spiritualist? I don't think so. I have never seen God..really, but I believe that God is present, and He could or will be crying over spilt milk on why He created such human in the first place. As in human who kills humankind. Or practically kills around >_<.  Spirituality to me is doing something that completely makes you at ease, comfortable, peaceful, happy and your soul feel joy as it connects you to a higher level of mental peacefulness, elevate your senses and be more aware of yourself, what you need, what your body need and what your mind need and fully nourished at soul level doing that something, including being able to connect with your Higher Self, your higher source and even, with beautiful angelic realms or energies making a presence and with these you progress to make yourself, your surrounding and environment more peaceful, tranquil and happy to be in.  I can even be camping or having a picnic everyday by a big big big beautifully landscaped house garden if that makes me spiritualy happy *dreaming already*

Your experience, your journey, what choices you make or even not make, is sometimes predestined and with an ounce of free will you can change something, change the consequence or situation that you can control. If it's not, let it be and let nature takes it course. Afterall, every single events big or small is already a living horoscopy, all have lessons to unfold to your very naked eyes. Every single turn you make can become fruitation of something higher, something in between or behind for you to learn. So you see, no experience is a loss experience, or would it be difficult for you to handle. The magnitude of the consequence that you need to handle will be something that on soul level, what you can handle. The only worst case scenario is you might face death. What's the worst that you can face if nothing else is an issue and you got nothing to lose to just, GIVE IT A TRY? GIVE IT ANOTHER PUSH? Even death is not an issue if you have lived it fully without regret and everyone need to die once. So what's stopping you from going all out to achieve your dreams? Afterall, life on the human realm is really short compare to other realms that live eons.

Pheew, there are some stuffs I want to touch on, but on second thought, I don't want to participate in such low class doings of the party concerned and put myself down to the level of the same league. I just want to remind myself again and again, not to be naive and thinks everyone is good all the time. Thou I really wish the world is operated in this way all the time, every single souls included, then that would make the world more safe and beautiful at the same time. You see, people will say that you need the colours of all the world to make it looks like the world, so that it won't be dull and boring. Everything fair and square makes the world boring with no challenges and such. Yeah I agree, but at the same time we have been living the same all the time with all these colours, but what's so great about it? I can adjust and adapt, but still, what's so great with all the colours if all these while sufferings are still around and nothing seems to repair it? So...what am gonna do....I can't do much lah. I am not God. But I can adapt and makes full use of what resources there is available to make myself in the world a better place to live. *crapping and dreaming same time at this very happy moment in my mind* I better sign off before I start babbling non stop. So..Hello people! Nice to see you again. Please visit my blog as often even if there's not frequent update...because I am sometimes an attention seeking blogger...if there's no traffic am not motivated to write! LOL
Do check out the new interface, some new pages here and there that I've update..and oh yeah...I made a tarot package due to requests from regular clients who supported me..you know..to give them some discount package..and the idea is that so they can also spend for their friends for the session..Ok ok..I heard you..I am giving the package offer... pls have a look at the tarot service page... :) *at this point..am a bit lazy to put the link for easy click, so you can take a look and find it at the blog..hehehe*

Mirror mirror on the wall

Mirror mirror on the wall...
Who's the prettiest of them all?

Mirror mirror on the wall...
Who's the ugliest of them all?

Mirror mirror on the wall...
Who's the richest of them all?

Mirror mirror on the wall...
Who's the poorest of them all?

Mirror mirror on the wall...
Who's the wisest of them all?

Mirror mirror on the wall...
Who's the most foolish of them all?

Mirror mirror on the wall...
Who's the happiest of them all?

Mirror mirror on the wall...
Who's the saddest of them all?

Mirror mirror on the wall replied...look into the mirror, and you will find the answer. Your circumstances are not the thing that determine your happiness. Do not attach to your circumstances to find happiness. For real happiness is when you create it from your own thoughts and change your perspective.  

Many people do not like to see what's in the mirror. Because the reflection is not someone they wanted to be. Some could not find their true north and what they want. Yet some are just too ignorant or egoistic to acknowlegde their flaws and faults and to accept it and change. Some just break the mirror, while some get a bigger mirror.

What do you see in the mirror today? Would you change the man in the mirror or would you just break the mirror? Spend a moment to look into it today.

Delhi Gang Rape Case

It's saddening and horrible. I spent my new year eve reading about it and I can't believe it. Many thoughts ran through my mind. I shed tears in silence. What's wrong with you India? A spiritual place, once a powerful civilisation, an inventor , champion in science, astronomy, astrology, maths, medical etc, now a country with many still living without any respect for woman, moral decline and apathy. This is not the first case, nor will it be the last. News I read for December alone, had a few cases of gang rape of women, assault and abuse from India. One committed suicide when she was forced to marry one of her rapist. Another was set on fire for trying to run away. Other horrible case like beheading a woman for falling in love with a lower caste. Even the police are apathy and there are those who even commit the crime in the police station. Disgusting. How could this be? Could it be your own, out of date, none common sense traditions, belief system , rules, regulations, superstitious, caste system, dowry system, family tradition, education and the country ruling gov itself contributed to this fact that it is one of the worst place to be a woman? Sigh. I stay in solidarity for all women in India. May all of you win. May 2013 bring you positive change. May your gov administration and public service improve with less corruption. May you rest in peace too, braveheart "Amanat"

Excellerate timing for everyone for this last quarter

There are only about 4 month left till the new 2013 approach. However I am particularly interested in this 4 months time frame, which is August to December 2012. This is because for this 4 months, the energy of self importance, love and change is happening at a faster pace. The earlier part of the year sees a lot of changes and questionings about your own self, what are you doing here, who are you, why are you here and such. My clients that come to me are all questioning these as well as in need of more healings. Even my free distance healing services are growing and growing at a faster pace. 

How I wish to say that we are all going through the same thing, just that it's in a different format and fashion. To be able to keep a cool head about it and yet help yourself and others, is one very challenging task this 2012.
However, now at this last quarter, most would have already awaken consciously or subconsciously that many things happen for the very reason for change and love. Many sees miracles, many sees blessings in disguise, and yet many sees heartbreaks simply because they can't let go of old ways and systems.

Love energy creates new realities, and love energy can help you to turn your hardest stone of heart into being more compassionate and remove apathy. Love energy is not confined to just lovey dovey relationship, it encompass love for yourself as well as for the bigger reality outside your own reality.
This last quarter will sees more drastic changes at a faster pace. The last keyword will be moving towards self governing, where your own judgement govern your very own positive self development. Fast changes are coming, and it's for you to ride or hide. But no matter how you resist it, you will have to face it even if you are resisting.

For healers, whenever we invoke the energy of love and blessings, doing healing works and sending across the globe our positive intents for humanity to grow, each time we invoke the systems, it heals on a global basis. This is simply because no one is alone and we are all one. I wish everyone can see what am foreseeing, as I can't be specific on it to leave you room for imagination and of a beautiful hope without obstructing your own destiny.

I do wish that thou, whatever we are doing,  give good thoughts to people who are less fortunate and also especially to animals...who needs love and protection too.

My wandering thought.....

They say..in life it is like this...
teens to 20's you go parties
30's to 50's you celebrate anniversaries
and 50's to the end you  start visiting cemeteries.

Fundamental Vedic astrology indicates like this...
First death to your grandparents
Then Parents
Then the next generation

This is the natural process, where it is healthy, a blessing and it's in divine form. 

Anything in different order indicates unnatural order/process of death, whereby obstacles and challenges are certain.

Last but not least, in every death, there's a new life. And instead of death, we choose celebrating life.

Since death is certain but life is not, why put yourself in a box and wait for the day you got buried? Chase your dreams and live the life you wanted. There's plenty of time when you are done with life. Enjoy the maya while in maya, after all it's the journey that's worthwhile, not the destination.

The choice we make

Sometimes at a point of your life, you need to make a harsh decision, or a difficult choice. And that very choice that you made, you have to bear the consequences and be responsible for it. What governs your decision rely upon your circumstances, feelings, judgement and perception. Whatever that comes later, are all the so called lessons that you will have to experience without regrets. It is an act to set yourself free or to gain your freedom. How do you justify what is good choice or bad choice? Basically, there's no good choice or bad choice. It just is a different path to the same destination, while hoping that the choice we make benefits and happens for the very reason we are thinking of. It just gives you a different experience.However...remember...that sometimes there's no take two in life.

So what choices did you make today?

Bucket list

It had been sometime I did not blog as often as I should. I had unfinished posts as well. But right now my mood is swinging like a yo-yo due to all my open chakras and healing works that I've been doing, ranging from cancer patients, jealousy, unrequited love to manifestations works. I don't even know most of the people in the list, but I just keep sending while some I really work on regularly due to urgent basis.

One of it is, I think a musician? Alda Evan?? Sigh...saw a post that he passed away recently. I already know that he can't make it the days I sent him distance healing, and the eyes opening was just a temporary thing, seeing his loved ones before he goes away. Another was someone's father in law, whom I also have the feeling earlier on that he can't make it too. And these two are not the only two that I know of in advance. There were another 3 cases like these that I know of in advance before, although I have no way of knowing them directly, just through someone else directly connected with them that I know of.

There is a reason why I don't want to tell you when you or someone else will die during an astrology consultation, or any other session. It is one of the protocol for me not to mess with destined fate. For me to help in buying time for someone, my own longevity will be reduced. If am really moved to help and utter the prayer for the permission...I have to exchange it with something else. I usually do when I know the stories are moving enough, example someone want to buy more time with the mother....I always have soft spot for mothers. I don't mention when I really do pray for it, because I don't want the person to be indebted as well.  But am now saving this for people that mean more to my life, until my skill and protection is higher for me to perform this on a more regular basis. 

However, what happens when you know in advance when you are gonna kick the bucket? Or roughly estimates it? That's the tough part, especially on the emotional side of it if you are not prepared to die. If you have to die early, either you just sit and wait for it or you strive to achieve all that you wanted to do on the short term basis. You can never think of your future and how it will be like. Your long term plans are just hopes that you will have more and more time. What about dying at very old age? You might complain that it's too long as well. So this actually all goes down to ...why not live as if you are going to die tomorrow and start making a bucket list...so that you know you will have to do it before the time is up and you will appreciate every waking time you have, learn and try all you wanted and just live life to the fullest?

I think this way is better...at least for myself. I got myself a big bucket list, just in case I don't see you all when I turn 34, or 45.  If I do see you all, oh man....I've got up to a long long time to finish doing those things on the list. The bottom of the list, as I keep adding, I hope it won't stop thou...because it is to be done for people that I love and want to help of as well. This is because to me, when they are happy and will be well taken care of, I am free and easy to go when it's time.      

My inner voice is a crappy random voice

Everyone have it. You don't know it's there. You know it's there. You doubt it. You believe it , and then you don't believe it. You know you have it...and then you don't acknowledge it. What is it? Where it come from? And then you totally don't want to have anything to do with it. Why?

Inner voice.

It talks to you. You talk to yourself. It's actually that funny first feeling. That tells you , You just have to do it. Trust me. I'd protect you. And yet some inner voice are not just like that. Do it, and it lets you down to another path. Just follow me. I am your guide. You will know the bigger picture later although you are part of the missing jigsaw puzzle.

You don't know if you made a wrong decision, or a decision that you might regret later. You just have to make it, face it, stare at it, it won't go away until you do so. You just have to. It bites if you don't. You can't put it on hold. You will be force to choose, between love and grander love, between shorter pain and longer pain, between duality of good and bad or the best out of which is worst. Inner voice. It guide you. The first voice. Uncontaminated thoughts that come later is not inner voice.

Everything that comes later is a struggle of how you justify the decision you made and how you want to handle it. That feeling that you might hurt someone. That feeling that you feel is best. That those feeling that you struggle to justify. People always say, make mistakes. Without which you won't grow and learn. The question here is, is it a mistake to begin with? You don't know. So inner voice helps. And the trust that the bigger picture will come later. Everything happen for a reason. And that reason is always for the better for change. But it's that first stupid feeling of things not being what it's suppose to be. That made me feel crappy. Things that falls, crumbling and tumbling down like a block of bricks you've so painstakingly put.

Inner voice...I'll guide you, and let you know what is it. Till then, let go before the Universe grab from you by force.

Till...I feel worthy of love. Till then, I will heal.

Confession of a Perfectionist

Itsy bitsy teenie weenie dots, blackie darkish purplish yellowish stains, argh...dirty, slimey, smelly, bluey spots...warrrgh! Narh...am not perfect am not, am just a perfectionist. Who want to perfect the art of perfection, precision and accuracy, beauty and neatness, dang!!! If all these fails, am tearing and toring all down, build and rebuild, write and rewrite and go to the extreme of pulling everything down. Crumble, here you go! Arh...rebuild and rewrite with perfection. Not a single dot. But hey...what's this??!! A DOT!! nooo...biaatch..u stick, don't u? I  need that Jip! Hand sanitizer is my best friend. Binoculars are my next. What bout magnifying glass? Dude that's so old school.

Perfect is not a destination, it's just an obsession. An obsession that either makes you so good at what you are doing, or make it worst that you can't move on and down with tiny details that does not matter. But what happens when your LIFE itself, you think it's not perfect? Live on, throw your obsession out. It's not meant to be perfect, it's only the state of mind. It's that easily said but hard to do when you are obsessed with how dirty it is.

The Universe will provide........!! There are always reasons something happen and it's all for the good...! Tell that to a perfectionist and they will look at you sideway and start doubting. What the fish you just said?? It's suppose to be like this and this and this u know? Geee...give up. Roll on your bed and send them white flowers. They love white. Without the torns. The dirt. And it's neutral. You know...those things? *scratch my skin, it's not this colur*

Oh man...chill. Your Virgo child sucks.