RIP Uncle Boey

My condolence to Sue and family for the departure of her father, Uncle Boey. May he rest in peace and is at a better place now.

Karma - It's not Fair!!

Many people at one time will wonder, why am I not born rich? Why am I not more good looking or handsome? Why that fella have to suffer as a handicap while this fella who is doing no good is rich and good looking and driving a ferrari? It's damn not fair! Why that evil chap is living a long life while good chap have to report to Heaven earlier? The world is not fair! Yada yada yada...

Well, please before you start blaming the sky, the earth, the Hell, the Heaven and the God, why condemning other people? Look back to the one in the mirror. Be grateful that u r still alive and is able to better your future in the present time.

If we understand the concept of time and space, then we will know that the future is taken care of if present we make the right choice. God is loving God is kind..he won't want to make his creation suffers or get burnt in Hell like what had been told and drummed to us from the religious books.

All that is happening is our own exertion of free will. Karma is like a balancing law. U get what u sowed. But it's one intelligent law that human might have difficulty trying to balance it.

From astrology charts, u can see that it takes transiting planets to hit on the natal planets to trigger events. The planets are always moving. From this concept, you can know that for every actions we have taken, the consequence will sure come be it in a short while or when the time is ripe. So since our soul had been living for so many past lives, our past (life) actions that we had accumulate will come to fruition in this life and thus that's all the 'unfairness' that we've been seeing!

Want to know what's in your past life? who are u in ur past? Look at ur present. Wanna know what's ur next life will be like? Look at ur present. so be thankful u r alive so u can correct past mistakes and learn more so u will have a better future!

and remember, take out the context of space and time, and u'll one day come to realize, all our actions will have the consequence, sooner or later. some will come immediate, some will come later, but it'll sure come. the planets move at varying degrees, for them to hit ur natal planets, that's when it will happen. no more blaming, just accept and acknowledge that it's part of the choices we've made and learn and earn the experience so we can move on quickly!

that's for those who knows their astrology chart. When we use astrology to know ourselves better, we can exert our will power and free will in changing our pre-destiny. For those who don't know their astrology chart, they will have to learn through other means like learning from the experience itself and exert their will power and free will to change for the better.

Karma...it is fair. just don't u wish upon others to have their bad consequence comes faster if u r angry with them. just wish them well and take care of ur own butt.it's hard to even take care of urself, so no need take care of other people's karma. Whatever we sow, so we shall reap!

Whatever goes around, will come around. Put your parents in the old folks home cuz ur busy with ur life? Ur child will learn from u and next time have higher probability to put u in there as well. Love gossiping about others? U'll be the butt of jokes in future and u'll feel damn damn damn damned. Love speeding on the road? Love eating 24 hours? Love to cheat people's money? Love to take what's not yours? Love money politics? Love boot-licking? well, love doing everything or anything and be ready to accept the consequence responsibly without blaming anyone up there. After all, u've been happy with ur own choice when doing it.

Karma...it's fair lah!

Preview class at Damansara Aman Suria

I almost had a heart attack! Why? I suddenly FORGOT my password to all my websites access after my cache clear. Life is too short to forget! So here it is, I am up and running again and pulling off a preview for vedic astrology! Come on, bring your friends and family too and I'll show you to the secrets of predictive vedic astrology! Remember your birth details ie: time of birth, date of birth and place of birth if you want to have a free reading too for the coming 2009!

Date: 6th of December 2008 Saturday
Time: 10am to 1pm
Venue:

Asian Land Realty
B-1-12 & B-2-12,
Jalan PJU 1/43, Aman Suria,
47301 Petaling Jaya,
Selangor, Malaysia.
Please go to the 2nd floor above Asian Land
(next to 7-11 and same row as nasi kandar kayu. ample parking space!)

Fees: Zero
Objective: For newbies into learning astrology and who wished to know if the course suit you
End of the preview target : Make predictions for your own self!
Contact number to register and enquiries : 016 672 8068

Previous students are encouraged to join too!


Regards
Oscar


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12th House in astrology activated

i've preached enough on the 12th house keywords and making use of 12th house as part of remedies. it's enough talk and actions have to follow in order to fulfill the conditions. and all those practicing of theories is not enough if there's no action! some wonderful things do happen when we serve with a sincere heart! like...3 of us strike numbers given by those uncles and aunties...almost every week... :) here, this is uncle foong being massaged. he is having a serious nerves problems. i hope i can find him a sponsor soon to sponsor him Stolle milk so he can be able to heal faster. the cost for the milk is rm143 for 2 weeks. a month he'll need rm286 to drink this milk. u can check out this stolle milk and see why he is suitable to drink this milk. and even your family members might benefit from it. it can help healing of the immune system, nerves prob, stroke, arthritis, diabetes, cancer, blood etc. its a skim milk directly from new zealand. if u have extra to spend and wish to sponsor him, pls give me a call as soon as possible or email me! i can even bring u to meet him so u can decide if he is worth ur help. :) the three stooges on charity works... hahaha... above in white is bu shukri...and the other is bak nur...my two faithful devoted frens cum workers! arh...after a 'hard day' work! how come there's no me in the pic? cuz am busy taking pictures and doing reiki healing for them...

Freaking busy!

currently very busy with consultations! been doing consultations at a restaurant, at places like damansara , pj and etc, and got around 2 ppl wanted me to do daily readings....aiyo...i dunno how to charge this one, but nevertheless i'll just do it and see how. :) i've a few charge rate, but nevertheless mostly are very flexible. sometimes i do undercharge, but most of the time i get my professional rate. anyway, professional rate are really challenging, because it really demand me to be so detail in the reading and the way i handle it are, be outright honest for every reading or predictions whether bad or ugly. mostly, the first few predictions i made will get them to sit up straight and listen. and then it's problem solving time. but that is one time session, and with most coming back for 2nd time and numerous time. but daily basis? erm...do i charge for 'bulk sale' or do i charge like...hahaha...professional charge times 30days! am gonna be very rich soon if i charge like this! but anyway...sigh..still can't decide anything yet..cuz i don't really know how will this go. will figure this out in the next 2 days as i've 'homeworks' to pass up soon! anyway, fyi, i do rake up all the profits, but i don't use all the profits because i donate a portion of it out as soon as i got my fees. been visiting an old folk's home lately...took some pics, hope to load up here soon. more stories on the old folks there soon. in summary, it had been the happiest month of my life this year for being able to help the needy and deserving. this is where i spend my portion of consultation fees :P . i've been doin healing and reiki for them, and also massage with another 2 maid. at least, they don't complain and can't wait for us to come every week. but the best part is, it is our own unwillingness to leave the place when our session end because we were so happy chatting them up and seeing them smile and sometimes whine like a baby..sweet! i've also been supplyin them with some medicines on a weekly basis...and i'm now lookin for a dvd player for them and sourcing for nutritious supplements that they can take. one serious case is a nerve based case. anyone would like to contribute to this little charity project of mine, u are welcome to contact me! till then....ciaoooo

Saturn and Moon configuration in Vedic Astrology

There are pretty much articles written on Saturn and Moon alone. Much more so about Saturn and Moon in the birth chart by houses or by sign placement. However, I've found an interesting 'trait' after some time reading on birth charts/people who have Saturn Retrograde AND Moon together in a chart. In some unique placement whenever SaR and Moon are together, the same event or essence of the events are almost the same to many people. The only thing different is how it happen. So if u have found someone whose birth chart have SaR and Moon together, at any degree, regardless of their story...try give them these prediction / analysis of these and see if there's any similarity in the keyword or traits. SaR and Moon @ 1st house : person is secretive and emotionally suppressive, even if he is happy or not, he try to not show it. at times when alone, native turn very depressive. @ 2nd house : money or income usually from ways out of the approval of authorities or norm of societies...e.g. illegal business, or earnings from traditional or alternative 'healers/trance/witch crafts'. @ 9th house : The last to know or never know of the death of native's father, not available by father's bed at death. @ 6th or/and 12th house : serious illness or weird illness where he can't go to hospital or modern medical facility for treatment for the cause is unknown, no cure or the person is billed as normal. In some cases where the 12th house with SaR and Moon together is also with either Rahu or Venus or Mars as natal planets or transiting or aspecting, native have a higher tendency to be harmed or afflicted with black magic or the like eg curses. so far these are the most significant traits that I've discovered. will explore on SaR and Moon in other placement of houses and signs as well if I found a few people with it. If u have any interesting info on this as well, do share! :)

Camwhoring as my new found pleasure

dissappointed

are you sure??

cool...done deal

arh...now am really 'h--angry!' camwhoring is my ' new' found small pleasure...cuz i used to hate taking photos. u know what...it's been too long pluto is taking a grab at my freedom...tonite onwards will be merdeka for me! am going out for partay! pluto can take a hike first :)

Best thing in life for introvert like me? Solitude and blessings

Being alone and doing things in my own solitude...has been almost a 3 years routine for me. Hence my brain is upside down at times...can't really differentiate between hallucinations or imaginations or fantasy..or if it's real. tried astral projection on a friend...sometimes accurate, sometimes there's doubt. but i did manage to see. well well...i got lots of blessings. one of it is a divine blessings. i see stars. the feeling is much better than if u take weed or have orgasm...haha... but who's that...i've no idea. probably some long lost friends or spirits that have been following me for a few past lives. a halfway failed scholar...one dat died at meditation...this life am seeking to continue and complete...if it takes my whole life again..so be it! i just need some solitude again. arranging to put down everything, settle most of the damn things and then rent out my stall business so i can do my other stuffs and hopefully...just once...go to places that i wanted to go. :)

Soul Circles website ready !

At last at last...i've finally got the website ready. it's at www.astrologymuses.com . frankly speaking, i haf no knowledge in html and such but heh... macromedia was really awesome. I can haf it done. but it was...damn.. crazy! cuz i was taking such a long time to do it. I made this website twice, because the first one, i was not satisfied at all. this one now is better. hope i can make it better in future. And YeS! am so happy i can stop using my blog here to market those classes. this blog is meant for my own ranting! :P

oh yeah. sounds so stupid too. the company is soul circles, but the website is astrologymuses... yeah..i was in a haste.. i wanna use astrologymuses , i like da word muse...then ...later i like soul circles...so u see, accidents happen..the company name and the website name don't jive...*gloom* aieh...nvm la...am still the same :P

now pls tell all ur frens that i've change to astrologymuses.com! this blog is saved for me to use explosive language okie :)

*grin* once am done with this..i will take another good freaking 3 months to set up my another event website...if i have the time.

Destiny, nature,universe is breathtaking...my past lives in dream

" this is a post not meant for anyone. it's just a post which am pouring out to my heart content. it's pretty long with text. you will be bored if u read it." this bloody few months i saw myself still have unwavering passion for astrology, for knowledge and such. but what the hell...where it leads to? skipping meals, dodging meet ups and spending most of the time in my own room thinking and thinking. what happened in these few months is unbelievable. more of like..fulfilling a certain destiny. what? teaching? no way...i have never done public speaking. but then...now am teaching. not much fun when u have to do it alone. but it's part of my chart. study ur own chart. master always say. scrutinize...where does this provision come from? healer? healing? and it unveiled rite b4 my eyes. talk to the nature , tell the universe and universe will respond. and yeah, it really did respond. or is it what i've attracted myself to? am so not sure anymore. if i don't respond to nature, it really did force and grab. but when i relented and let god, everything take care of itself. a powerful combination of breakage, a few minor details and events, unfold and not noticed but realized after study of the chart. pluto taking away the unnecessary burdens to let me start anew. dasa period indicates cleansing. transits combinations cut off all links of negativity to fulfill the conditions. the key to the universe? the chart. now there's a dream that came to me last 2 or 3 weeks ago am not sure. and it came 3 times, 2 days in a row, and a day break and then came again. (see...3,2,1). who da hell is that fella? i've no idea. he could be from the past or from the future or from another place. but he sure disturbed me alot. first dream, he was sitting at my car passenger's seat. smiling, he sure is indian cuz his skin is dark and can see his white beautiful teeth. i asked, who are u? why sitting in my car? do i know u? and he smiled, saying his name is dunno what but got rama there. so i'll just hmm....call him mr rama now. then he told me, he works in construction. and i asked which type? suddenly i felt i was so interested to know of his work or business. then he said, am soooo happy with my chart because the chart says am wealthy and many ppl will bow to me. then i said, oooh..issit ketu in 10th ? millionaire ah? and he said...u have learnt astrology with 123. but astrology is not just 123. it can be 321. and from 123 and 321 it can be infinite and a lot more. i woke up abruptly in my car. sweating and felt a deep ' sorrowful ' feeling in myself. and the first thing i utter...'damn...what a dream. this makes me need to study more loh. makes me more busy.' "stressed". could be am too stressed. so i can't sleep. i try to buy the numbers. 1239. 3219. 1230.3210.0123.0321.9123.9321. damn. i didn't get the numbers, but they sure came out, last week 1230 and 9123, i think in toto and pmp. but anyway... later in the day, i was quite obsessed with the 123 and 321. i study again. yes...there is something which i've missed, there's 123 and there's 321 in the charts. and at the same time, the janma rasi suddenly seems so nice to use together with the rasi. and i then find out more and more about the moon and expand my normal usage of it. then , the next night... i dreamed again. this time, this fella also 'expanded'. he made me cycle to klang to find him.made me so tired. he was staying in a very nice 'palace' looking house. when i stepped in, it looks like bollywood to me. the house inside was kinda dim, the floor is wooden, the furnitures looks like damn damn damn old. and i swear his 'library' is made of something like a plank but have lots of books so i don't really know how it can stand the weight. and it is shiny shiny golden color. just when i wanted to pull out a book from it, i heard a voice. 'yes master' . uuitt? i saw a small hermit like man serving tea to him..that mr rama...just that this time i saw his whole body...so so so big and fat..i think his one thigh is my two thigh add together (still bigger) . i got scared. how come this fat fella can sit in my car that day. am sure my car seat will not be big enough. then i was laughing myself because i was ridiculing on his size in my car. and he ask me to come over. i went to him, he was in a room, when i stepped into the room...holy shit! okie...this is real palace. but i never seen a palace before but through books, i take it as palace. the servant is still serving him, attending to him at his feet. and he asked...how is ur 123 study? i was...feeling...dejavu..this better be just a dream...am scared..are u harming me? "err...who are u? what issit with this 123?" he said, u sure are forgetful! his face and everything looks scornful. it is a look of despise and made me unworthy. i grew more afraid...what am i suppose to remember? astrology 123?? and he said...maybe this will make u remember back. and yes...he passed me a technique in reading the chart which i never see before. and i woke up at 3am, my maid shook me up because i was talking in sleep she said. the next day, i tried to read my own chart with what he had taught. darn...what? wahahaha...i forgot. maybe it will come back again, latent inside the unconscious. but i don't know. i seriously forgot. the day passed, after my few attempts to remember back the 'lesson in dream'. i felt probably am really just dreaming. nothing to verify. the lesson that i learn in that dream, the technique to me is like...there's a big part of it which i've forgotten that is why i can't do anything conclusive with it. i really forgot. it's like, it came to me with just 1 and 3, there's 2 missing and the infinite part of it missing as well. so what da hell...i grew fed up. calls from my frens were ignored because i was too tired to answer. i was fed up too i went out without carrying my bag which i used to because i don't want to look at charts anymore. after two days, this time i dreamed again. and it is by now , the last dream till today. in that dream, i recognized that mr rama voice again. this time i don't see him. but i was standing in darkness, with a lot of 'glowing charts' under my feet. i was like ...swearing at him this time saying, what's with all these? am tired!!! i don't want to read! and the more i got angry, the more the piles grow. i was going to be buried with those charts, i thought to myself. when it's almost waist high, he start talking and the voice seems like surrounding my ears. " read it like this! "came a chart glowing with a blinding light, or should i say , it feels more like flying to my face. i shield my face. then came a few more flying to me. and i shield again. "hey that's rude and crazy! come on...we can talk properly , don't throw at me!" and he said..."no... there's no time. u have to read these charts flying" and more and more charts kept flying over. i tried to move, but i can't. then, i saw one of the chart with a certain configuration that i am familiar with, and that certain configuration was in bold form. i suddenly 'register' and acknowledge that chart configuration. but before i can say anything, the voice said, yes that's it, you got it! the pile seems to reduced abit, and i continue to find those flying charts with bold text and graphics and when i mentally acknowledge it, the pile reduce again. this time, those flying charts changed color. damn...another level? it's like those video games! read it like this..look behind there! look! look in front! look sideway! there's more to it! u can do it upside down too! see! remember this pillar? see this?! look deeper! did u see that?! remember! and i woke up...felt eerie and exhausted. but it gave me lots of things to ponder upon. lot of things. my brain is fucking exploding. integration. application. accessibility. reborn. after the dream...the puzzle seems to surface more and more. a student who has a master teacher as a fren and biz partner, introduce me to reiki for healing. when he introduced her to me, he did it out of kind consideration too and mentioned...this is special, don't know what destiny has in store but come on, give it a try. i am really thankful to him. reiki, another ancient model for healing, the facts of it is astonishing. even the spirituality of it answer some of my questions. and as i walk on destiny, the events keep unfolded rite before me. i got initiated to it! bless is she that she do it out of a selfless and sharing self..imparting the knowledge for a better world. her generous way sees my own provision surfaced. messengers and the souls involved, when checked upon their charts with my own, we do have a certain past crossing. or in short, we do cross path in past life. but i don't know what... *shrug*. after the initiation, the master teacher said she thinks i've been doing this since past life. I was intrigued again... past life?? but i can't verify nor are we suppose to remember past life...for it's past. it's now that should be taken care of. during the week, i also went to Maha Vihara temple for the metta meditation. sad to say..tonite am suppose to go too but i overslept. :P bad case of oversleeping. i will pledge to go next week!! they passed a cd to me, containing a big big big monster printer ink eater pdf format book . but u see, i like to touch and feel..so i go and print out everything. while flipping through it, there's a lot of graphics depicting the meditation postures and everything. sigh...dejavu feeling came again. it feels like i have done those postures. maybe like when i was young or in another life. thinking back, i had been doing manifestation type of meditation, just that when i was younger that time, i have no idea what it's called. now think back...maybe i can start documenting back and start all over again. or should i call it planning? or drafting of plans? or goal realization? or law of attraction? so many terms and names to it...aigh. which is which? i just know that when i was contemplating, and then start doing my goals and plans for my income that time, my daily income from the works was 500-800 a day. and i gambled it all away in less than 6 months. wahahahaha... regret but good experience for a young me. now am at the poverty line! (with inflation, the gov now says ppl with less than 2k income a month is poor) sigh...but ok... i pledge to take responsibility for all my doings and karma and pledge to reduce and right what is wrong in all my undertakings. to all those that i have crossed path, that i have hurt or have been hurt, to all those beings and souls from all directions that i have owe or have been owe, or i have offended or have been offended, and to those who are sufferings and not, to the sick, to the poor, to the wealthy, to everything and every soul and attachment that i have not acknowledge or have acknowledge but still in ignorance... i wish you well, happy and prosperous! may u be blessed with infinite blessings. suddenly...it seems so... nice :) macam syok sendiri. but it feels better. while am still thinking bout how to market my new venture...thinking bout all aspects to it...out of the blue...came masters to help me out. out of the blue...came people wanting to plant the seeds with me... today, i met with a certain master and gave me a very unique experience and a crucial lesson that i have been lacking. he was the essence of the 123 dream too. then at nite, my bro called to say...my mom's old friend who is an astrologer, dreamed of my mom...pulled out my chart to read and contact my bro to tell him she knows what am doing and going through. she drummed into him, no matter what, call me and ask me to contact her. she is willing to teach me to fulfill my mom wishes. difficult period...hero friends come and offer help to me in whatever way it is. nature does not let me fall down to the lowest. probably need me to go tru it and find the lessons behind the lessons. what i've put to the universe...it sure is responding in her own unique way unfailingly. maybe i should not be too worried or stressed out after all. destiny will run its course and put everything in place...including my own jigsaw puzzle. charts reading are still flying around me...i've put to experiment again with a friend, tracking love and relationships using the only technique that i've got from the dream. still need to refine and research...probably that is why it never came to me as easy as 123.