Happy Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day

To all friends and clients

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Sweet Valentine's Day!
Soul Circles will be back on the 22nd of February 2010. Our facebook will be active thou. Check it out if you are bored at home. You might get some lucky numbers to fa chai... (provided we got the numbers ;P)
Have fun!

Love and light
Oscar

Adam's apple : I have a weird thinking about it

suddenly i am back to those wacky thinking mode again...cuz i keep howling...ohhhhhhhh ohh ohhhhhh~~!! you know what? Tarzan calling to Jane like that...ohhhhh~~! okie...that's weird. But 'ohm' ohmmmmmmmmm...aummmmmmmm..... the universal sound still come out from the same voice box...amidst diffferent sound. ok...what am i thinking?? shrug. i was thinking why is an adam's apple called an adam's apple? if it is said like this... when he eat the apple, it was stuck at his throat, that's why it's called adam's apple... but that apple is from the knowledge tree which is forbidden.

"In the Book of Genesis, the tree of the knowledge of good and evil or the tree of knowledge (and occasionally translated as the tree of conscience, Hebrew: עֵץ הַדַּעַת טוֹב וָרָע, Etz haDaat tov V'ra) was a tree in the middle of the Garden of Eden (Genesis 2:9) from which God directly forbade Adam (Eve having not yet been created) to eat (Genesis 2:17). A serpent later tempted Eve, who was aware of the prohibition, to eat the forbidden fruit from the tree of knowledge (Genesis 3:1-6). Adam also ate, and they became aware of their nakedness (Genesis 3:6-7). After this, in order to deny them access to the tree of life (and, hence, immortality), they were banished from the garden and forced to survive through agriculture "by the sweat of [their] brow" (Genesis 3:19-24)."

ok, that is just one part of reference. the story of genesis can also be discovered in the origins of early chinese language and pictogram if you have gone into researching it actually. and most of the stories was soon after genesis.

actually, am more interested with the tree of knowledge part. the act of eating without permission is wrong i guess, but not the tree i reckon. Come on...that means at that adam's apple, there are knowledge stuck there!?!? hmmz...how do i illustrate clearly...

in order to have a clearer consciousness, u gotta meditate more often. consciousness got something to do with the 3rd eye stuff. ok that is one helluva big topic which i don't wanna go into.. okie...and when u chant etc in the course of it, depends what ur doing for ur meditation, you have to chant from the larynx which is da voice box. that's where all the knowledge is...
that got me into thinking about the connection of larynx with ur 3rd eye and other parts. in the course of meditation or fasting, honey is important.

"Hummingbirds (hummers) usually drink nectar (sugar water) from flowers. While the hummer is drinking the flower’s nectar, some pollen sticks to the hummer’s chin. The pollen falls off at the next flower it visits, and PRESTO, the flower is pollinated, ready to make seeds! Flowers give food to hummers, and hummers help the flowers to make seeds. This natural cooperation is called symbiosis (sim-bee-O-sis). Hummingbird flowers are usually long, red, and skinny, to match the hummer’s long beak and tongue. But hummers need more than just sugar to survive. They also need protein. That’s why they eat small bugs inside flowers, and sometimes pick bugs out of spider webs for food. In early spring, before the flowers bloom, hummers will follow Yellow-bellied Sapsuckers. These woodpeckers peck holes in trees to get sap. The hummer can lick the sap and eat the bugs around these holes!"

"Bees eat nectar (sugary water) and pollen (yellow protein powder) which are made by flowers. Babies are fed lots of pollen, because they need the protein to grow. Since there are lots of flowers in the spring (and lots of pollen), most bee babies are born in the spring. Nectar is what the a worker bee uses to make honey. When she gets to a flower, she drinks as much nectar as she can hold. Then she passes the nectar to another worker bee (who holds the nectar on her tongue) so the water in it can evaporate. When most of the water has evaporated, the sweet nectar becomes honey, which is stored in the hive. During winter, when there aren’t many flowers, bees use this stored honey for food. In the spring and summer, when there are plenty of flowers, bees tell each other where to find nectar and pollen. If a worker finds a grape vine with lots of flowers, she marks it with a pheromone (scent). Then she flies back and dances in the hive. This dance tells other workers what direction to fly in and how far to go. Then they fly off to find her scent, the grape flowers, and the food."

ok..practically this two fella are vocalist...buzzzzzzzz.....chirp chirp...and they feed on honey... okie, i've discovered if i have a sore throat, i can make it better with some honey squeeze with lime juice on it as well on a teaspoon.

hmm...how bout the part of larynx in astrology chart, is opposite of the sexual organ...is that bloodily connected? ah...looks at singers, they sing...and they have much good sexual appeal that's where they get their fans...almost? hmm...how bout someone who's creative (larynx also contribute to creativity , meta speaking) is more appealing than someone who's not? how bout someone who speaks sweetly, is more likeable and more appealing to others? oh man...better start speaking creatively and sweet if u want to be appealing! nooo??? why women don't have adam's apple?? cuz eve was taken out of adam and he ate the apple! if only eve was still at his rib...then maybe there's no such thing as soul mate or 'i found my other half to complete me' (another view on mating and sexual appeal stuff)

ok why are u so worked up with this issue of adam's apple in the first place?? oh well...like i said, i just had those weird thinking at times....but i know...there's something very very mysterious with this larynx...THERE IS..! I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO ILLUSTRATE WHAT MY WEIRD THINKING IS...MAYBE IT WOULD BE BETTER IF AM ALLOWED TO SPEAK ON IT INSTEAD OF TYPING.

ok..now am excited. why? i think this post will make my brother jumped on me again for having another version of his beloved genesis and bible. Am sorry la... but i still reserve the right to this thinking no matter how weird it seems....

u haven't heard the weird theory on the PIG part yet...lol on how pig can save the world one day!
but it's darn sensitive, only friends who sit at the same table with me can ask :P *laugh hysterically*

Ok...these are some of those days when i have thought too much and resulted in this kinda post and thinking. That's me for you! Happy new Y..ArrRrrR!

Year 2009 as I remembered...he he :)

2009 to me...that i remembered, thou mostly i forgot...not exactly that great, yet don't think will forget...

The passing of MJ

One of my first favourite pop artist way back when i was young...i can sing to all his songs and i went to his concert when he was here in kl long time ago. u can take him away from me but u can't take him out of me...love all his moves too. when i first got the morning sms about him passing away...i got no mood the whole day and i can't stop myself repeating... "mj is dead" (with some crazy slang) more than 100 times.

the passing of Yasmin Ahmad

She's the only one film director that got me hooked on all local films. of course...those produced by her. her films are touching, meaningful and embodies all the ingredients needed for a peaceful country. not like now, the current state of the country is totally rubbished. i would say she's totally warm, brilliant, humble, brave, a visionary, a compassionate soul, a no fuss lady yet friendly! yeah...her passing sparked another round of 'YA is dead" by me repeatedly more than 100 times again in a day. This is because her passing is missed by all people that love her and her works. 2010 will not be the same anymore without her personal touch at petronas advertisements.

The passing of Teoh Beng Hock

an ordinary man that rose to 'fame' because of the circumstances of his death. he is Teoh Beng Hock, a guy i felt for because as ordinary as he is, he could be a scapegoat in unspoken conspiracy. nevertheless, this is a case i would follow till i die, no matter how effing long they gonna delay the result. this is because there are a lot of discrepancy and injustice in our country, the law, the enforcement , the judiciary, the everything. u can't blame me for being this cynical, because a lot of things happened and cases unsolved, and is so effing obvious evil power is at play. these things send a very strong message to the future generation and if injustice is (still) allowed, what will happen to this place we are calling home? pfft...see u in canada when am done here.

The Icon Lady of 2009 for me...my idol of professionalism, ethics and justice!

Dr KhunYing Pornthip, the Thai pathologist that is giving her opinion on Teoh's case. Ah...i really have high hope on the result...hopefully 2010 jan her report is like orange juice, giving sweet vitamin C to all people who wished to see justice like me. :) :) :) no matter what and how it will turn out to be, we all know the answers already. if right actions is not taken to restore the confidence of every man on the street about the justice system, this case gonna be the talk till i die...like how u can be rich n powerful and wipe out all evidence bla bla bla..better than csi! i janji sama you cerita ini akan dibawa sampai ke akhir hayat ku! but not only this la...the c4 also is very interesting! my own astrology prediction ---> 1 and a half year more

RPK the man!

they say he is a controversial blogger , bla bla bla and more... i say he is controversial only to the present gahmen. because their shit is already at the fan. he is brave, patriotic, knowledgeable and brilliant! i really love his writings. please keep it up! Hmmz...other than that...what else? my common hate list of 2009 should be the same as most majority people that hate seing injustice, the stupid economy that now made me almost bankrupt wahahaha...so no need to repeat. ah...yeah...friends..old and new that i met in 2009...priceless. i wish to learn more new stuffs in 2010...and also gonna up my current skills again...for 2010 i wanna learn maybe..sign language, so that i can communicate with the mute and deaf, maybe a foreign language like thai and mandarin ( i don't know how to write) , and travel more to other places that i've not been visiting for the past 10 years. :) so much for my wishes and lists to do actually...but the most immediate wish i have now is to get at least 3 or 4 diary for 2010! anyone got extra ? give me yeah... i love diaries!

Astrology course for year 2010

There are times when we look upon the sky and wonder, how big is the universe? Why do we exist in this world? What is the purpose? Are we born to go through sufferings and pains? Are we born because we have some unfulfilled missions? Are we born just for the sake of it? As the world evolve and the plane of consciousness is getting faster and faster, people start falling and going back to the spiritual plane. We look for answers. We go back to the basic. We go back searching the roots. 

People has always been fascinated with psychics, seers, mystics, or anyone at all that have a claim that they can see the future. People want to know what's in store, too eager to know the results, want to be prepared and a whole lots of reasons just to want to see the future. So let me reveal to you the art of astrology, in a scientific way that will debunk all the myths and fantasies others are making you to believe , traditional beliefs that are now nonsense in our modern time and what is not astrology. Sound skeptic? No...If you have not a basic knowledge on astrology, you do not have the advantages to condemn it as a mere belief. 

It is a serious study, yet with Soul Circles, you will be able to look at this subject logically and metaphysically. Do not be amazed by how good someone is able to read your future, you can now do it too yourself. Soul Circles will be launching a 10 months Foundation Course for Vedic Astrology for coming year 2010 starting January onwards. 

A further Professional Course for Vedic Astrology will be available after completion of the Foundation Course. This course is aimed at competent beginner scholars, as well as traditional students who wished to upgrade their prediction skills. This is a course that have been remodel from traditional platform, given new applicable techniques, and combined with sound concepts of astrology that makes Soul Circles brand of Vedic Astrology different from others while honouring traditional values that works. 

Some insights into what you'll learn in Foundation Course: 

1) The roots of astrology and what u think u know. 

2) What it can do and what it can't do. 

3) The human structure from creation. 

4) Astronomy and the relation with astrology 

5) The differences in systems of astrology 

6) Integration of astrology into daily life and how to get the best out of it 

7) How to make accurate predictions in as little as 2 lessons. 

8) Timing of events and how to read the 7 areas of life that is most important 

In Professional Course 

1) The art of Prediction 

2) Further studies on techniques of Indian Astrology that works 

3) Traditional VS Modern 

4) Financial astrology 

5) Medical astrology 

6) Relationships and synastry charts 

7) Practicing astrology for professionals 

8) whole lots more (duration - 1 to 2 years) 

If you are looking for express courses like instant noodles hot off the pan, am sorry but those courses can't do you much benefits and is only as hot as 3 minutes. You go in enthusiastically and you come out few months later and not learning much. Do register yourself now to o_scarlai@yahoo.com or text/sms me at 0166728068. Details will be given there.

Reiki Courses for all levels

Have you ever been in a situation where you feel that if only...if only u can do something , anything , just to help someone that u love, even, yourself, then thus, at least it feels better, or feel more useful? I had been in that situation 4 years ago. my mom was suffering from leukemia. for that good 8 months, my family spent about 50k just to revive her health. despite the financial challenge where it had literally put a big strain on the family till now, that emotional challenges of 8 months leave me depressed for a good 3 years and still counting till now. the only time u will see me drop a tear will be when i look at her photos. and every year one week before my birthday, which is her death anniversary, u'll only find me at her resting place at nirvana, meditating and praying for her at that peaceful place alone for some hours. i'll dedicate all the merits accrued to her name, and it made me feel better.

No...Reiki did not happen to me at that time. Only opportunistic of expensive MLM products, touts of funeral parlours, agents of will making and this and that, kay-poh-chis aunties who knows a little and hear a little of some whatever herbs remedies and etc people who want to help but can't and yet give a lot of their own opinions which is unsolicited for that add to that depressing times. You name it, even sacred pills from Himalaya gotten from a prominent monk did not work.

All in all, it's fated. I know it and i know my mom just need a peaceful going. But in that process, it's the NOT able to do anything that drove me mad. so mad i wish am the one on the bed instead of her.

After 2 years of these, by some unexplained chain of events, i am introduced to my master LC Seow on Reiki. Call it by destiny, i feel like am going home , once introduced to it. I am indebted to my master for this. I go into Reiki and while it transport me back and forth in time and space, i healed all past events and even send lots of the loving energy to my mom. I dreamed of her for the first time in only level 1 attunement after her death, remembering all her teachings and wisdom behind her actions and seek forgiveness. Deep in my heart, I strongly believe if only I have know Reiki at that time, at least i can reduce her bodily pain and assist her a good transition. It was too late, but yet, am happy to know that Reiki do works for illnesses and way beyond that, and even leukemia because testimonials around the world have affirmed my believe that Reiki helps in all levels.

The Angels have spoken. It's time I share this wonderful healing energy that works for all levels. Throughout next year, my courses will be directed to all levels of society, corporate forces and networks across, and how reiki can benefit you at all areas. Soul Circles Reiki Courses will be way different, for beside the usual courses tailored for modern use, there will be special courses that only caters to individual needs. Soul Circles Reiki Courses do not just make you a reiki-ist, but will make sure that you are a responsible and knowledgeable one for the benefits at large in the long run. Our journey do not stop at courses. You will need to find out more.

Registration for intakes of Reiki courses starts now. The schedule is for January 2010 onwards. Details will be included in email correspondence. Register yourself now to o_scarlai@yahoo.com or sms to 0166728068. Leaving your contact details , number and location. Distant attunement is only for people who is physically challenged or staying out of location of kuala lumpur , malaysia.

In the mean time, you can still write in if u wish to include yourself or friends or relatives for distance healing on Soul Circles healing list. This is a free service provided for people in need, all around the world. Please include the name, location and problem area, preferably with a picture of the person needing the prayer.

"Reiki will find you when you need a change"

Interesting case for fellow astrologers and students of astrology

Phew...what a busy weekend. I encountered a case, where I will post up the chart soon, maybe by tml or the day after for u students and astrologers to analyse. this case is interesting because after the 2nd session, i saw many configurations that came up instantly and am very happy because my predictions are accurate. If u've heard my mantra before, it's trust ur chart more. in the first session, this person set up her app with me tru a friend. i've only 1 fixed price and it's so easy to remember for myself. however, this good friend of hers asked for a discount, whom i don't even know who. so i gave a discount and it's a take it or leave it. later, this person kept the line with me and was glad to have the consultation. before and during the consultation, she kept saying she is financially tight as she just rolled down the stairs and used a lot of money for hospitalization. I said fine, u can pay me a hundred then since u've been mentioning it many times. how many customers i had that fell down the stairs and of course i remember it clearly. After around 4 hours of consultation, she paid me 100 and then she asked what's my normal price. i told her my pro fees and she top up another 50 saying she's sorry for taking up lots of my time. if based on my pro fees, she's still behind rm400. after the consultation, she requested to be a friend of mine. Sure, why not? Provided it's sincere. and then, on and off she'll keep asking questions on the phone and online. i don't remember charts and she's not the only customers i have. imagine if all my customers do the same thing and ur in my shoe, where is ur own time? (refer to guidelines to seeking an astrologer post) so this friendship is just based on wanting more for herself. during my 2 months solitude, she got angered becuz she said am too rigid with my ethics because she want me to tutor her privately on reiki. well, my reason is simple, i've many negatives to clear off and if am to teach to her, am afraid it's not that good for my negatives will transfer as well. every profession have their own ethics and this fella is so not respecting to other people for she only have herself in mind. so i already know the intentions is not genuine as she only wanted to keep me as friend because of what i do. anyway after 2 months, she contacted me again for a 2nd consultation. i checked the transits and i already have a bad feeling that this won't work out. i rather save my time for my next appointment, but she kept wanting to see me . ok fine..bla bla bla after the 2nd consultation, when i state the charge, she was shocked because she did not expect it to be that 'expensive'. she said i did not inform her the price. yeah , really, i msg her with a half price of the last session, cuz my mind was still on my discounted price for her by hour while she think it was by session of unlimited hours. see, being generous and understanding towards ur client do not work for they will say u r making up stories to make urself look better. she said i did not inform her in dollars sign and am basing it by hours. all in metaphysics line is based by hours and the highest for my line is 300 an hour. if ur going for a second consultation with a doctor whom at first u already paid 150 after a big discount for ur misfortune, will u be bringing nuts for that 2nd consultation since u already get a charity based price the first time? won't u want to respect that doctor's rate since u already get helped before? taking things for granted. nevermind la, her chart shows she got a bad memory so she said am making up stories. like i said, how many customers i had that rolled down the staircase? only one , of course i remember. but apparently, she turned and said i did not go for the previous session pricing and is not happy. do i have to look at ur welfare when u don't look at mine?? woooo.....no wonder kak yasmin ahmad is my idol because am the upcoming storyteller of ur life. my big mistake was i did not state dollar sign and tell her, at least i'll be free for that day for my next appointment because i am already not interested to go for that consultation. so money was not my motivation. and while volcanos was erupting , she said she heard lots of stories bout me and am calculative and money minded and now she experienced it. woooo, as if i don't know what's my gossips about for i've been out and about for coming 10 years. if am that bad, why do she still come in the first place? run far far. people can say lots of things when they are emotionally challenged with money and do not want to pay. calculative and money minded? depends on who and what comes my way. that's a very good entrepreneur skill which i think i still need to learn. i can empty up my bank account just to lend money to a stranger based on trust. is that nuts or money minded? yeah, my friends said it's money minded, my mind is on money for giving to people who might not even appreciate it. anyway, her chart stated a few configurations and i did not take notice for i just notice the transits. hoooohaaaaa.......now it makes more sense. i don't only use a certain way that i teach to predict for i still have lots of techniques i haven't really use. anyway, since i am posting this up, i don't even have a tinge of expectation that this 2nd session will be paid. however, what was in my mind after seeing the chart and transits again, my career itch is biting me because i did not tell her something important that she need to hear! geesh...blame it to me for having to rush for my next appointment, or blame it on the day's transits. but maybe she's not suppose to know either by the way the universe and nature responded in stopping me. anyway, for not paying a person for service rendered, especially to service people in metaphysics field, is a karmic offense which is on the pay master. am not worried bout that for it may not happen so soon , but the things i forgot to tell her is really...sigh. she just closed her own door. i wish her well and may she meet another astrologer that can charge dirt cheap, hopefully she'll know if i overcharge or she underpaid. anyway, in my next class i'll reveal what's the config u have to look out for in a person's chart and next year i'll be arranging real live free prediction weekends for new students. keep in touch and blessings to this case.

This is what happens in a session for a typical student and guru in astrology talks...one of my guru is a very conservative person

Today i had a very long convo with my guru. she's da only one dat can make me sob and shake my knees. cuz she got my complete chart. i hope she remember to burn my chart should anything happen to her...kakaka...we talked bout many things, and also bout my life and such. we even talked bout this subject called love. here's some excerpts from the convo...where she sort of ask me questions to see what's in my mind and compare with the chart... me: i see u 10 times, 10 times also discuss biz. what bout r/ship this time? guru: haha..at last ur asking...i tot u never ask? me: hehehe...nothing else to ask already mah. guru: what for ask bout love? it's not lasting for u, basically u r to be of mass service, there's no one that can accompany u till the end of ur life. me: i hope u mean my partner die first than me rather than am fated to be alone for now till that end! -_-!! guru: *giggle* smart ass. u been in hiding for 3 years almost coming to 4 years. u have it, lots of r/ships , u urself make the walls around u and rejected it. why? me: er...to study lo. guru: no la..don cheat me. me: *mumbling* i was in grieve. took that time to study too. and i prefer animals to human, i am not scared of spirits but human. guru: ok u can go on...i still think there's something not reflecting here. me: ... i think i can't find someone that understands what shit am doing especially in my career choice. is there any alternative? like...companionship without the sex involved huh? *display a very innocent look to my guru* guru: haiya...just say la u want to know when it's coming! me: hahahaha...geeesh....can't u just play along and close one eye? >_< guru: i don't understand, why even thou love hurts, still u young kiddo wanna go and fulfill the condition. will make u heartbreak and tears flow..might as well dedicate urself to doing charity and God's works me: syok ma..aiyah..when it's there, love n commit 100% for that moment lo...at least 'been there..got the tshirt and oh yeah!' and if it breaks, good time to lose weight also. guru: wooo...what a world now?!?! me: are we on the same topic? why are we both like in a different world? awww...is there a gen gap here??? anyway..i think companionship is better, u see...can share , can support, can walk together, can give strength in terms of hardship..can do own works also. separation...maybe i can't take it well but still can learn something guru: yeah, okie. i guess u r done with escaping lessons since the past 3 years. done with ur shortcuts now. the fastest that will come is coming february next year la. for that next year, u gonna have 2 heartbreaks. then in the next 3 years, u r really gonna have a few , even diff race. so u must buy lots of tissues. me: whoaaaa..... wtf ! *regrets* i dowan so many ahhhhh...one enough la! till end...getting old d la dowan play one guru: am not joking with the chart! i can sponsor u tissues then. but u more expert in changing destiny loopholes, maybe u can find that one. me: :( so confirm kah? coming one? nice boh? any tips? siapa? guru: let's talk bout 2012 lah ... can u tell me what's da fuss with this 2012? calendar kaput already issit? me: awww....ok.. 2012. sure.

Soul Circles List of Services, for mean time

while checking my site for searchers keywords, i think it's now almost time to give a bullet list of what service that i offer, with the explanation wherever possible while waiting for the website to be done. Meanwhile, starting tomorrow, am officially taking in appointments for consultations and healing services after my 2 months solitude. The appointments will be for december onwards so please do make the appointments now so i can arrange my day.

Around this 2 weeks before december, i only cater to urgent cases especially from past clients, while december onwards will be for readings for the next fiscal year 2010.

For current schedule until further notice:

Astrology and divination service:
ONLY 4 consultations a day for astrology is accepted. One day booking required, short notice will not be entertained. Consultation place is at OUG Ipoh Town Cafe, u can call for directions. I do not go into house for consultation and transportation will be charge if am required to go over your area.
(sorry, no email reading or cam online till further notice)

Karmic removal, obstacles clearance, cleansing, healing works for the coming year , relating to relationship challenges, financial, manifestation of wishes and goals, realizin business and career.
ONLY 1 person a day or in a group of maximum 3 people a day. case to case, sessions based.

Reiki Massage for old folks (priority) or people with rheumatism, stroke or other bed ridden illness.
Booking required.

Healing and spell dissolve for black magic victims (no matter what type or which branch), possessed and inflicted with bad 'feng shui'.
Booking time from 10am to 12pm.
(please don't ask me to put a spell on someone or whatever for you will be disappointed)

Amulets/pendants/crystals reprogramming, attunement , mantra enhancing.

Reiki for pets. Look for WowWowPets fan page in facebook or call to enquire.

Private Strategist for your business and personal need. Personalized and case basis.

Courses for Astrology Foundation and Reiki is available now as private tutoring at OUG. Vigilant and dedicated student/searcher/scholar only need to find me as I am a serious mentor in my works, with a smile :) . Email or meet up for more information, contact 0166728068 or see my profile details.

Healing list / prayer requests is at no charge. U have to provide ur email contact, picture of the one that require healing, illness, hospital and ward no, or problems. Healing energy will be sent everyday for about 15 - 20 min, whenever am free.

Waiting for destiny??? Make a change, book me now :P

He's coming tml ! My Kumantong baby gift

*excited* my premonitions on getting spiritual gifts , one of it came true! two months ago, i already have an inkling that before end of this year, am gonna have him. and yesterday after checking back with my master, am now preparing for my baby to arrive tml sunday...the 3rd prince or well known as kumantong. from young, i've been in love with this name kumantong and i've no idea why. My master said I could probably be one of his gang. However, those craps aside, i once had him in the form of bottle and amulet, that was like, 10 years ago and later i gave it to a friend. I used to collect a lot of thai pendants before, I still left a bit only, while others had been either sold or given away. I still have a liking for thai amulets because the design are really captivating. anyway for kumantong, i always don't have a place for him before this, but now it's different! My master said this kumantong had been with him for about 40 years and is his 'sayang'. but i got a 'sing pui' to bring him home! lol...nvm la master... we love at first sight ma cuz he keep calling me! Later am gonna go buy some stuffs some more as yesterday round of buying is not enough. Reciting my mantras again for kumantong, this time am gonna give him a real good name :) you might wonder what's my next one...am waiting my taoist master to finish up the chanting and praying of a tiger spirit in his takrut for me for protection. (don't know how many days of chanting already :( ) this 'event' is also very 'designed' or fated as the offer for this thing is like just landing on my lap, free! all thanks to my supplier punya lou gong! my last one big 'gift' is coming next year. it should be a buddha. the only keyword i got is the word 'Leong' . Hehe...3 precious for my works. No wonder i have to keep waiting next year for full force working! *hungry...over 12 hours empty stomach d...* Shopping!

Astrology speaking, just for today....I love.

There are many many kind of love. Some are bizarre. Some are pure. Some are tragic. Many many patterns and many kind. Some are returned. Some are not. Some, take years to recuperate. What the hell is this thing call love? ? In astrology, I can at least differentiate a few different type of love. Love for God, love for parents, love for siblings, love for partners, love for children, love for friends and love for universal human. Of course, there are also love for many other types that I can see from an astrology chart. But what I can see is, love do not come alone all this while. It is tainted with jealousy, infidelity, obsessions, possessions, guilt and such. Is it not suffering? My whole damn files of charts consists more than half with love problems. anything, any stories u ever see in movies or ever dream of, i think i can make a movie out of my case files.

Is it not suffering to suffer because of love? But you can never judge how much a person can and is willing to take in just to conquer the love of their life, just to be. Then, came the unappreciative of having own the one you fought so much for at the beginning. It just go round and round.

Astrology chart is just an indication what are the rough tides you'll be riding with your partner. It is not to indicate that you should break it off with your partner just because the rough tide is in. It just tells u the cycle, and how you should be prepared on how to ride it on with your partner till the time is not challenging.

Hence, even if u r to shoot me with lots of hate mails later, I loudly DESPISE traditional vedic astrologers who do not ride with the wave of the modern world. I do not agree with matchmaking via just the chart and uniting people without love, and also breaking families apart when the time is rough. Just your one word can make or break the couple, or just your one word of 'she brings u bad luck' and there goes the poor girl as widow. This is because the human will is above the chart. I also despise feng shui remedies that bank in on people's wounds and do not offer logical solution.

In this big big big universe, to be able to meet someone and have them in your life, whatever role they may play, is really a connection you should treasure. be it good or bad, u learn from all. everyone is a teacher to you and vice versa. so why not love bravely, smartly, purely, like how a child love? use astrology to guide u instead of using it as an excuse to break things apart. give your best shot, even if it fails, u already given ur best. astrology can help you make that best choice if u approach it wisely.

just for today, i love a stranger like how i would love myself. just for today... i love instead of hate. just for today, i love u with all i ever have and do not worry about the returns. if u can do this, u don't even need my service.