I remember last time when we are still a student, two of my classmates were literally 'begging' on this particular Master about navagraha stotram/stothras / hymms to appease the planets that are giving the astrological chart a certain dosha. Although given promises by promises, the master did not deliver on the context of nature forbids. But as I go deeper to research this thing, there's no such thing as nature forbids excuses. It's just his own selfishness to milk more dough from us.
These are part of the Hinduism religious remedial prayers and have been practiced by traditional diligent Hindus around the world. These stotrams are to be recited while you do the religious rites to appease the planets or at the temple. Those who wish to obtain the blessings of the Navagrahas should recite daily the following slokas that are relevant to the planets they wish to appease and will enjoy health, wealth and happiness in due time.
In sanskrit:
Surya/Sun
Krahaanaamaathiraathithye Lohkarakshanakaara
Vishamasthaana Samboothaam Peedam Harathumey Ravi
Meaning: O! Lord Surya who is the son of Atthi Devi who also sanctifies this world, please eliminate all my problems caused by your unfortunate location.
Chandra/Moon
In Sanskrit
Rohineesa Suthaa Moorthi:Soothaakaathra: Soothaasana Vishamasthaana Samboothaam Peedam Harathumey Vithu
Meaning:O! Lord Chandra who is the Consort of Rohini who also consumed amirtham pls removal all my problems caused by your unfortunate location
Sevvai/Mars
In sanskrit
Bomi Pothreeh Mahaatheehjaa Jaathaana Payakruth Sathaa
Varushti Kruth Vrushti Visharthaa Sa Peedam Harathu Meeh Keja
Meaning: O! Sevvai you are the son of Bumadevi. U have always create and dispel fear in us, you bring and obstruct the rains please remove all my obstacles
Butha/Buddha/Mercury
In Sanskrit
Uthpaatha Robeeh Jagathaam Santhra Puthreh Mahaathyuthi
Sorya Priyagaareh Vithvaan Peedam Harathu Meeh Butha
Meaning: O! Butha you are the son of Chandra. You are most serene. You are a scholar who propitiates Surya. Pls eradicate all my difficulties.
Guru/Jupiter
In sanskrit
Thevamanthree Visaalaasha: Sathaa Lohgahitheeh Ratha
Aneehgasishya Samporna: Peedam Harathu Meeh Guru
Meaning: You are the guru of the devas. with your large eyes you bestow great benefits on the world. O! Lord Guru who has many disciples, pls eliminate all my problems.
Sukkiran/Venus/sukra
In sanskrit
Thaitthya Mantree kurutheehshaam Praanathassa Mahaamathi
Prapusthaaraa Kraharaanaam Sa Peedam Harathu Meeh Pruthu
Meaning: you are the minister of the asuras who gives them life. you are a great scholar who governs the nakshatras and grahas. O! Lord Sukkiran pls eliminate all my problems.
Sani/Sanee/Saturn
In sankrit
Sorya Puthreeh Theerkkathehoh Visaalaaksha; Sivapriya
Manthasaara: Prasannathmaa Peedam Harathu Meeh Sanee
Meaning: O son of surya. you have an extended body and large eyes. You are a devotee of Lord Shiva, who moves slowly . O sanee who possess a clear mind pls remove my problems
Rahu
In sankrit
Mahaasiraa Mahaavakthreh Thirkkathamshreey Mahaapala
Anmthanussohrthva Kesa Issa Peedam Harathu Meeh Thama
Meaning: O rahu who has a big head, a large mouth, protruding teeth and an upward facing body and without a physical body, pls remove my problems
KetuIn sankrit
Aaneehga Pobarnaissa Sathasohtheeh Sahasra Sa
Uthpaatha Robe Jagathaam Peedam Harathu Meeh Sagee
Meaning: O Ketu you have many forms and colurs pls remove my problems.
U can choose to recite it every time you are making a prayer everyday. Or you can choose to only recite a certain planet's hymn that is giving you the dosha. You can choose to not perform these when you have no major doshas, and you CANNOT neglect your prayers to God in replacement of this because this is 2 different thing.
However, pls be reminded that God helps those who helps themselves. This remedial puja will only help you to a certain extent.
And lastly, it does not matter if you really pronounce wrongly, as long as you know the meaning of it. Don't so stress up bout it. But your offerings must be accompanied with a sincere heart and mind. Then this will make it more worthwhile. ( because if there are so many remedies for all kind of doshas...why create doshas in the first place? Think about it...u are the cause of the doshas and from you , your action and mind is the best remedy to get out of it. )
Tarot Reading, Vedic Astrology, Reiki Healing, Energy Courses and Services in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. Occasionally, some personal rants and views from Oscar Lai. I am a lightworker, healer and reader.
Monday, August 2, 2010
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Homeless People in KL.
Who would have thought , with occasional highlights in the media on how our government is spending and spending to make this n that , build this n that and developing this n that, with billions spent to be one of the so called first world
What an ugly sight that if you see it with your own eyes, you will be wondering, the next street at Jln Bukit Bintang where people party all night and also got into fight because of petty issues, here is a totally different kind of breeds, breeding in the heart of the city. You might start to wonder too, what is the government doing spending billions on the unnecessary whereas those money , or half of the billions that they spent frivolously , if it is utilized for charities or helping the people in plight who are also fellow Malaysians, will certainly cost lesser and have better appreciation.
There are a few outreach programs here in KL, notably Pertiwi, Rotary, Fungates, Street Fellowship, from the churches and of course, the loudest now that is always being featured on media, Kechara Soup Kitchen. (http://www.kechara.com) So by all means, I was joining in as volunteer with Kechara and doing the rounds on every Saturday night. <--- I do skip if am tired or busy ;)
So u think ur bed is not comfy? So u think ur food is not tasty? And so u think u have no money??
The guy on the right, Mr Anthony, who came from Kulim, after a hard day work, was robbed of his income and stabbed at the stomach.He is penniless, staggering with pain and in a big depression. His family is poor and he can't afford a bus ticket back. Johnny highlight his plight back to Kechara, hope they are swift in helping him.
Many people will always try to reason, why do they end up homeless in the first place? Must be their own fault and their own doings that they end up like that. Why should I help? I don't even have enough to feed my own! Bla bla..yada yada. Actually there are many reasons why someone will be homeless. It can also happen to anyone without warning and such. Some reasons include looking for a better life at Kl, well u can't blame them as Kl had been painted like a place with a lot of pot golds for everyone. But not everyone is that lucky in finding their pot of golds right?
Some of course, runaway from family, some got thrown out by family, some really asked for it , etc etc. There are young and old, all races, all patterns all behaviors. People if have a choice will not choose to be anything lower, or as the saying, will not choose to be bald if they have hair. If you say it's karma, well we don't have to add the burden to their karma. we can always help to lighten their burden right?
Most of them when we deliver their food, they are very grateful and thankful. They also praise us for being dedicated in our effort, rain or shine we will be there. However, i think i am the one that should be grateful and thankful for being given a chance to serve humanity. it's not so much bout the food, really. It's further than that. there are other feelings involved and the experience u get out of this cannot be replace by any amount of money u own. even u might be rich, but if u do not give back to society, you will feel empty and meaningless. ur money can't be brought along to the grave thou.
And on a more lightening note, they even share the food among themselves who did not get any food. Some rejected our food when they have eaten and asked to be given to others who have not eaten. This just tells you, human basically should be caring and sharing.
Anyway, we are always short of food as more and more people are put behind by developments and made homeless. It really doesn't matter , well at this post anyway, don't reason why they are homeless for it will just give u an excuse not to help or be the righteous helper that u are. we don't reason why and how they got there. We just help whatever we can. U might think, hey how much a RM2.50 for a pack of vegetarian rice can help? Well it can help a lot.
U see, me n friends each of us say 10people. Each of us commit a comfortable amount of rice packet for the once a week of saturdays. say, i commit 5 packs a week = 20 packs a month. sometimes 25pack a month as some months got 5 weeks. So say 20 times RM2.50 is equivalent to RM50. But when it's collective effort, say 10 people giving 20 packs a month, that will be 200 mouths being fed a month. some will commit more, some commit less, but help in small ways lead to big ways.
If even RM50 is too much for you, you can commit less, no obligation! You can also join in as volunteers, no problems! Every one can contribute in their own special ways as well, no problem, be it by spreading this out, or telling to others about this, share this, give your time and energy, no problem at all.
And on one last note, kechara also needs funds on their upcoming animal sanctuary for the homeless and abused animals. So if u prefer doing something for animals, you can also get in touch with kechara or come to Wow Wow Pets at OUG ( see the facebook links for WowWowPets ) to make a donation, or even mail me back to arrange.
Hmm...I wonder where are they taking their shelter when it rains...while am blogging this.
Saturday, June 5, 2010
What is a soulmate?
Almost every time, people wonder if the gal next door or the guy next seat is the One or not. Is dat person my soulmate? U wonder. Me n her is now in a r/ship, a marriage, in co-habiting, we've joined in soul n body (or hips literally) but still, the question is this...could he/she be my soulmate?
so b4 we go further, let us examine why is this question necessary in the first place? all human fundamental needs are the same. beside other obvious wants/needs, having found the One in love is the most fundamental one. we all need someone to love us, be there for us, clean up our lazy mess, a shoulder to cry on in private and what not. The root fundamental of this question is of course, depending on some ppl, "is she the last one am gonna spend the rest of my life with?" which is most almost equivalent to the question "is she my soulmate?" . That is actually the most basic root reason for asking about soul mate.
Everyone hopes to find true love, pure love and forever love. Some people will be happy if they haf found their soulmate. and some ppl might not be so happy because that spells the end of having a few r/ships in the lifetime. and some ppl trodding down the road with their soulmate, suddenly found the grass is greener on the other side and dump this once a soulmate for someone new after so much have been work out for. then this someone new will now be the new soulmate.
So with the way things are now, wouldn't soulmate be a very cheap word already?? Almost turning around the corners, there lies your potential soulmate. So what is soulmate? in idealistic way, soulmate is suppose to be someone that you can spend the rest of your life with. Of course, someone that gives what your soul yearns for. Someone you can go through anything together till the end. Till death do us apart. Some that pumps up your life, give your soul appeasement and mutually supporting each other from all levels. The 'no matter what happens' comes into play.
Some "laws" governing soulmate, Opposite attracts, u both argue like mad and there is not a common ground of interest, but still you feel that he is your soul mate. The sameness relates, both of u feel so right together, everything is in common from your taste of food to the ways on bed, u feel u can't be separated because of the commonness, even thinking alike and talking the same accent can drive u crazy. So much for the word and so much for commercialism, the word soul mate had been cheaply used.
so what does astrology have in store for u? is there really a soulmate reading in astrology? the answer is yes and no. It really depends on how u want to use the soulmate word and your perception. I don't really believe in soul mate or finding the one. This is because astrology have always proved to me that you are only compatible or have the synastry with someone because you happen to be at the right time at the right place, and of course, the interlinked destiny you both have together and the fruitation of karmic seeds. Some unfinished business that need to be finished or continue by this life. sometimes, you don't even know who 'owe' who first in the context of karma. but astrology can reveal how well or bad your r/ship patterns will turn out. how both of ur energy can be used or should be used to sustain the r/ship. How your actions can make the r/ship lasting or break. How both of u relate to each other emotionally and even, physically.
In vedic astrology, by accessing the moon and your partner, u can see how both relate in mind and emotion. what are the karmic cause? accessing the planets venus and mars can give an idea how the sex style appeal to each other. accessing the lagnas can see how both blend together and give each other support, who will be the receiving end and the giver or the one that need to sacrifice. accessing house by house can see what are the areas that are weak and not. And, anyone can be your soulmate. because the real context of soulmate lies within the values and not on the person and the role they play in real. it is all about how both of u relate to each other and what are the approach that u use and give your soul a sense of belonging.
but anyway, now, your best friend can also be your soul mate. and with how the world trend is turning out, your pets can be your soul mate, your private telephone friend can be your soul mate, your email pal can also be your soul mate. your fuck buddy can be your soul mate, your enemy can also be your soul mate. so what is the real context of soulmate? if life is on a constant change, shouldn't soul mate be on a change as well? of course...your soul mate can and will leave u one day. the only solace is how the memories stick and the imprints are left at your heart, and how both of u have manage the journey of love together.
soulmate, or soulmade ... made for soul? u can marry your wife now only to discover your soulmate is still living out there waiting for u. and here u have to decide whether to go for it and break up ur own family.or had it been commercialize by the love industry? the rule of thumb thou...appreciate what you have and give all ur best to this one person whom u have called soulmate b4...and let go gracefully if the time is up. astrology can only help u make a right choice by letting u know the outcome of your choices. The choices that u make reflect your maturity and wisdom in choosing for the best of all parties involved.
so b4 we go further, let us examine why is this question necessary in the first place? all human fundamental needs are the same. beside other obvious wants/needs, having found the One in love is the most fundamental one. we all need someone to love us, be there for us, clean up our lazy mess, a shoulder to cry on in private and what not. The root fundamental of this question is of course, depending on some ppl, "is she the last one am gonna spend the rest of my life with?" which is most almost equivalent to the question "is she my soulmate?" . That is actually the most basic root reason for asking about soul mate.
Everyone hopes to find true love, pure love and forever love. Some people will be happy if they haf found their soulmate. and some ppl might not be so happy because that spells the end of having a few r/ships in the lifetime. and some ppl trodding down the road with their soulmate, suddenly found the grass is greener on the other side and dump this once a soulmate for someone new after so much have been work out for. then this someone new will now be the new soulmate.
So with the way things are now, wouldn't soulmate be a very cheap word already?? Almost turning around the corners, there lies your potential soulmate. So what is soulmate? in idealistic way, soulmate is suppose to be someone that you can spend the rest of your life with. Of course, someone that gives what your soul yearns for. Someone you can go through anything together till the end. Till death do us apart. Some that pumps up your life, give your soul appeasement and mutually supporting each other from all levels. The 'no matter what happens' comes into play.
Some "laws" governing soulmate, Opposite attracts, u both argue like mad and there is not a common ground of interest, but still you feel that he is your soul mate. The sameness relates, both of u feel so right together, everything is in common from your taste of food to the ways on bed, u feel u can't be separated because of the commonness, even thinking alike and talking the same accent can drive u crazy. So much for the word and so much for commercialism, the word soul mate had been cheaply used.
so what does astrology have in store for u? is there really a soulmate reading in astrology? the answer is yes and no. It really depends on how u want to use the soulmate word and your perception. I don't really believe in soul mate or finding the one. This is because astrology have always proved to me that you are only compatible or have the synastry with someone because you happen to be at the right time at the right place, and of course, the interlinked destiny you both have together and the fruitation of karmic seeds. Some unfinished business that need to be finished or continue by this life. sometimes, you don't even know who 'owe' who first in the context of karma. but astrology can reveal how well or bad your r/ship patterns will turn out. how both of ur energy can be used or should be used to sustain the r/ship. How your actions can make the r/ship lasting or break. How both of u relate to each other emotionally and even, physically.
In vedic astrology, by accessing the moon and your partner, u can see how both relate in mind and emotion. what are the karmic cause? accessing the planets venus and mars can give an idea how the sex style appeal to each other. accessing the lagnas can see how both blend together and give each other support, who will be the receiving end and the giver or the one that need to sacrifice. accessing house by house can see what are the areas that are weak and not. And, anyone can be your soulmate. because the real context of soulmate lies within the values and not on the person and the role they play in real. it is all about how both of u relate to each other and what are the approach that u use and give your soul a sense of belonging.
but anyway, now, your best friend can also be your soul mate. and with how the world trend is turning out, your pets can be your soul mate, your private telephone friend can be your soul mate, your email pal can also be your soul mate. your fuck buddy can be your soul mate, your enemy can also be your soul mate. so what is the real context of soulmate? if life is on a constant change, shouldn't soul mate be on a change as well? of course...your soul mate can and will leave u one day. the only solace is how the memories stick and the imprints are left at your heart, and how both of u have manage the journey of love together.
soulmate, or soulmade ... made for soul? u can marry your wife now only to discover your soulmate is still living out there waiting for u. and here u have to decide whether to go for it and break up ur own family.or had it been commercialize by the love industry? the rule of thumb thou...appreciate what you have and give all ur best to this one person whom u have called soulmate b4...and let go gracefully if the time is up. astrology can only help u make a right choice by letting u know the outcome of your choices. The choices that u make reflect your maturity and wisdom in choosing for the best of all parties involved.
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Free workshop for Mystical Exercise this 6th June 2010
"Harnessing the power of the cosmic for health improvement." This Mystical Shengong Exercise is not religious centric, thus it is suitable to be practice by anyone regardless of race, age and ethnic. Health or even disease do not recognise your skin colour!
This exercise is so simple and easy yet not many people are aware of it because it appears so easy that you don't even believe that it will help in your health. However, unbelievable results have been experienced in just one week by those who knows. It is suitable for anyone in any condition, most beneficial to people who are experiencing health discomfort as well.
You can even do it while you are sitting, lying down (for ppl bedridden) or standing. Learning this simple steps in an hour can change your life for the better. You can even help your friends or family members who are not feeling well right now. Just an hour and you got nothing to lose for health is irreplaceable when the clock ticks.
Highly suitable for people with blood pressure problem, heart/chest problem, sinus/migraine/flu symptoms, nerves/joint problems, kidney/pancreas/diabetes/sugar level problem, smokers/alcoholics/DRUG/pills addicts and of course, people who think they are healthy! *Location will be let known once you confirm/register through your facebook account.
Fast tips to identify problem area in a Vedic chart
I am excited. I know I will meet some blunders and more blunders, but i am ready for the blunders. am not so technical savvy, the best i know is type and type away. When something goes wrong, i holla to some sexy programmer to give me tips.
Anyhow, this june month is an important month for soul circles. and the months after it's going to be hectic months as well. i will have to breath soul circles, talk soul circles, eat soul circles, walk soul circles and everything soul circles. what d hell is this soul circles? yeah...it's just my small venture on astrology and healing consultations and courses thingy. but am excited. even before i have it on, there is already someone interested to join with me and dat guy is no other than one of my student who i have met only once. it sort of restore my confidence in a way, at which ideas can be turned into actions and how naivety can somewhat be noble. However, am still keeping any JV at KIV.
I am still on freelancing, so let me go tru the experience of freelancing and appreciate my maggi mee creations for supper, gardenia sandwich bread creation and home made nasi goreng when i've no calls and stay home to do my works. It is truly an experience, thou i have gone down lower than that during younger times. i want to keep my foot grounded as well as learn humility. besides, am still learning and am not a master, there's so much to learn and i can't wait to share it with ppl who are on the same mindset with me!
Ok, taking this post as one of a reply to one email to me last month, the question was how to identify problem areas in a vedic chart? Hmm, i have some fast tips here. it is sort of like a quick glance. the first glance, first impression, first look.
1) when u open up and look at the chart for the first time, look as a whole. as in, look at the whole 12 houses.
2) Identify which house have the most clusters of planets together, never mind the degrees first. this will be the 'busy' area. it means, the matters in the house that it signifies will be the person most busy and challenging area. doesn't matter whether good or bad. he'll be busy with it.
3) now look at the planets combination, the fastest would be, is it a killer combination? or a good combination of mutual support? if there are 3 planets and above, look at the middle planet, what is the story it is trying to tell u?
4) look for Sa+Mo, different predictions for SaR+Mo as well, but don't worry about that, just see where issit located if there is. And if there isn't, ke+mo is the next one. and then go on with other combination.
5) Determine where the transiting planets are for the fiscal year. Is native going tru any challenging period? Look for sade sati with t.sat and natal moon.
6) confirm with Vimshottari dasa period, what is the native going to experience?
7) gochara/transits are quick ways. Vimshottari dasa is to confirm and vice versa. if u can work with this 2 way beautifully, (provided u have rectify the chart or the time of birth is accurate) then ur predictions will be very accurate.
8) next u can look at the dustana houses, and also use the universal chart as a backdrop for the dustana houses to see how it relates.
9) try not to rationalize too much and stick to your chart reading. eg: person is well to do and happy always, but u see problems at marriage house. don't rationalize, as in, couldn't be...she's happy...how can her marriage be a problem? just read as it is and stick to your chart. if u put in ur own judgement, you will never get to read a chart accurately. try separate your own judgement from the person's life and read it as it is.
and lastly, feedback...feedback...feedback! feedback from ur customers is the best way for u to know where ur prediction skills is and where u have to improve. if u are still learning, don't be shy to admit that there are certain things u don't know how to read yet, because if u fake it, ur customer is the one that is going to be the victim of ignorance and bad advice. be humble and u will learn more from ur customers. everyone is a teacher!
Anyhow, this june month is an important month for soul circles. and the months after it's going to be hectic months as well. i will have to breath soul circles, talk soul circles, eat soul circles, walk soul circles and everything soul circles. what d hell is this soul circles? yeah...it's just my small venture on astrology and healing consultations and courses thingy. but am excited. even before i have it on, there is already someone interested to join with me and dat guy is no other than one of my student who i have met only once. it sort of restore my confidence in a way, at which ideas can be turned into actions and how naivety can somewhat be noble. However, am still keeping any JV at KIV.
I am still on freelancing, so let me go tru the experience of freelancing and appreciate my maggi mee creations for supper, gardenia sandwich bread creation and home made nasi goreng when i've no calls and stay home to do my works. It is truly an experience, thou i have gone down lower than that during younger times. i want to keep my foot grounded as well as learn humility. besides, am still learning and am not a master, there's so much to learn and i can't wait to share it with ppl who are on the same mindset with me!
Ok, taking this post as one of a reply to one email to me last month, the question was how to identify problem areas in a vedic chart? Hmm, i have some fast tips here. it is sort of like a quick glance. the first glance, first impression, first look.
1) when u open up and look at the chart for the first time, look as a whole. as in, look at the whole 12 houses.
2) Identify which house have the most clusters of planets together, never mind the degrees first. this will be the 'busy' area. it means, the matters in the house that it signifies will be the person most busy and challenging area. doesn't matter whether good or bad. he'll be busy with it.
3) now look at the planets combination, the fastest would be, is it a killer combination? or a good combination of mutual support? if there are 3 planets and above, look at the middle planet, what is the story it is trying to tell u?
4) look for Sa+Mo, different predictions for SaR+Mo as well, but don't worry about that, just see where issit located if there is. And if there isn't, ke+mo is the next one. and then go on with other combination.
5) Determine where the transiting planets are for the fiscal year. Is native going tru any challenging period? Look for sade sati with t.sat and natal moon.
6) confirm with Vimshottari dasa period, what is the native going to experience?
7) gochara/transits are quick ways. Vimshottari dasa is to confirm and vice versa. if u can work with this 2 way beautifully, (provided u have rectify the chart or the time of birth is accurate) then ur predictions will be very accurate.
8) next u can look at the dustana houses, and also use the universal chart as a backdrop for the dustana houses to see how it relates.
9) try not to rationalize too much and stick to your chart reading. eg: person is well to do and happy always, but u see problems at marriage house. don't rationalize, as in, couldn't be...she's happy...how can her marriage be a problem? just read as it is and stick to your chart. if u put in ur own judgement, you will never get to read a chart accurately. try separate your own judgement from the person's life and read it as it is.
and lastly, feedback...feedback...feedback! feedback from ur customers is the best way for u to know where ur prediction skills is and where u have to improve. if u are still learning, don't be shy to admit that there are certain things u don't know how to read yet, because if u fake it, ur customer is the one that is going to be the victim of ignorance and bad advice. be humble and u will learn more from ur customers. everyone is a teacher!
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Give me more time for study
am overwhelmed with studies. on top of dat am overwhelmed with works. if according to the ancient texts dat we can actually activate a certain nadi in our brain or system to unleash the subconsciousness of the knowledge record stored so that we will automatically know the subjects by hand...pls, i want to activate dat for all astrology in d world to be at the palm of my hand.
this process however, will take many many years of acquiring. means, we can activate our nadi but it takes years to perfect dat becuz of the human conditioning now. once we activate it, we can access the library at that other plane and get whatever knowledge direct from the source of the knowledge pool up there. but i know there's one 'easier' way, however it still takes some years. so i might as well spend my years studying the traditional way, with my head buried in the books, or if one day i can't take it, i'll boil all the books or burn it to d ground and eat it..(DAMN it).
literally i've been sleeping with books on my bed, under my bed and such, for i read b4 i sleep no matter how tired, so dat's why i sleep with them. (one good thing to this habit is i know i'll never go and sleep at somebody's place, or i will never sleep with anyone , for i just sleep with books... (hahaha...just kidding) now i can confirm dat sleeping with books under the pillow do not let u absorb them much. u just feel bad waking up later n knowing u didn't finish d pages. not to mention am one slowwww reader. it means, whatever i read, i likes to make notes on it. and when i at last check on it and can't apply anything, i throw away the notes that was painstakingly made in the first place. i can't stop comparing the books/notes on the same subject over and over with unlimited access. because, too many authors, too many thoughts, want to find out if it works. so i can't stop HOARDING on the notes, until when it's time, i need to clear my room of papers and throw them in the dustbin.
fussy note maker...i make them as from contents, 2nd round..i make them from the notes i just written for shorter version...and then, i read from shorter version and refer back to the longer version, and then i read back the book for the original version. and then, i transfer the notes to the big notebook, and then, i type them out to my pc, and then i redo again in a better way to read. and then, halfway in the process, i might throw the notes all away becuz of many reasons from unpractical theories, to i don't like my own writing, to i found a better nicer notebook.
how to progress like this? i still have about, sigh...i think at least about 10,000 pages of astrology stuffs i haven't finish. and my study rack of other books, ranging from many topics. Why do i even read in the first place? becuz after so many readings, it's just d same thing, nothing excite me, for it all boils down to the same thing. so am i a hoarder reader or a fussy reader? i guess am a hoarder.
now who on earth will pray for more time on earth so he can finish up all the books dat he haven't finish? i know of a guy dat do this, my mom did that, and i guess now i am gonna include this prayer into mine as well! (including activating dat part of the brain for all knowledge to absorb in like osmosis...actually i have osmosis learning since young, but not powerful enough after i got my bad car accident) :(
Monday, May 10, 2010
Coming Wednesday 4D number prediction for toto only
something is gonna happen between now to this wednesday.... i can't pinpoint what yet! so thurs am gonna see the news/papers or whatever. Indication of death on big scale? or indication of something gonna blow up? or maybe something to do with the royal kingdom of kelantan??? something to do with homeland. something to do with illness, hospitalization n death. >_<
Ah....am just suffering from brain drain...anyway......
i just have a very nice dream and my son was playing in the dream with me. caught some numbers, but i can't play myself as usual. so i'll just post it up here n whoever see this can buy if they have no idea what number to buy for this week wednesday. don't bet so big alrite for it's from dream.
2999
1112
5062
6052
good luck!
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Happy Mother's Day
It doesn't take you much to just wish your Mom Happy Mother's Day on this special day. Although it had been commercialized to such an expensive treat, get creative and give that first woman of yours the love she deserves. You don't have to just wish her on just this day. You do it through actions every day. Whatever it is, besides all the things she had done for you and things you wished she never interfere with, she's still the one that will be there for you no matter what happen. So give yourself out to her. If not everyday, just this one day ! Happy Mother's Day!
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Jupiter transits to Pisces 2nd May 2010
oh oh oh oh yeah....what am i thinking!? someone asked in ma mail why is it that i did not come out with a post on what will happens to all the signs when jupiter transits to pisces yesterday but i wrote on world cup in digression some more! >_
Monday, May 3, 2010
Going back to the basics in life
Do u realize, among all the religions, teachings , communities, people and such, where ideas and perceptions plays a part in us, all the differences that segregate people into different groups and having their own morally righteous code of conduct or not, these differences are played to the point of extremes and further divide humanity away from the very core truths of natural laws?
Example, the differences of teachings in religions had sparked wars. the differences in opinions among ppl and communities had sparked great division and incite hatred and all the bullshits in the world. it's because of the 'differences' that had been macro and microscope on through the lenses of the extreme teachings of rights and wrongs. why can't they focus on the sameness?
Ok...opposite attracts really. opposite = oppositions. and oppositions don't work well unless u r connected on a common ground/elements. what bout focusing on fundamental laws that works? natural laws that we know subconsciously which had been implanted in our natural awareness since creation that is fundamentally good and won't change?
Example we all know being faithful is fundamentally good compare to infidelity. we all know kindness is fundamentally good to being mean. we all know understanding or compassion is fundamentally good compare to being cruel. something like going back to the basics of goodness and create peace. or something like going back to the basis of teachings that are good?
Digh...what is Oscar thinking? i think i just prefer a simple basic life dat don't have lots of dramas. U need to go tru some hell of dramas to be able to want n desire a basic life without dramas. Because without that extremities, u won't know dat it's much fun with the basics. so say no to wars and say yes to peace...and WORLD CUP SPIRIT! the only event (other than Olympics) that can stop wars and bring people together! woot!
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