Upcoming Penang trip again! 4th Sept-6th Sept 2010

Yay...going to penang again this coming 4th Sept and going back to kl on the 6th. It is for astrology purpose and if you are in Penang, you can call me to arrange appointment for an astrology reading.
This time is a continuation of seeing some new age shops there, visiting traditional fortune telling as well, see some setups if there is any proper setups for me to see...and check out how astrologers from temples esp for vedic astrology do their predictions. And of course...I so wish to step into the temple this time. Or else next round, it'll be only temples visiting as am having the urge to do it. Anyone can be my free unofficial tour guide? hehehe...seeing is better than hearing, I so wish to have a reading from someone else as well that can accurately predict my stuffs. So far, none I met are really accurate. I guess am seeing the wrong people. I also have lots of questions to ask ma...let me be customers once in a while! 

Most of the ppl I know had been telling me most of the astrologers for vedic are not that accurate. I reckon it must be timezone problems and the lack of understanding on how our malaysian timing works. My next trip hopefully in october will be johor for the same purpose.  

Yummy...the food...salivating already...

Career identity crisis doing multiple consultancy

Ask me what I do, and the chances are, I look at you blankly for a few seconds before I decide what I want to tell you am doing. am tempted to answer 'complicated', but it's a big no-no. So what if i answer "everything" or a "lot?" We might have to sit one whole day talking about it or you will run off saying chei...another sales people!! 

However, I do enjoy the variety of "works" am doing and learning, and I think the one whole umbrella of category that suits me would be 'consultancy' . I think so.. I so wanna think so because right now am always being asked Questions and i have to come up ready with Answers. Just that the topics are a varieties.

Anyway, I came to know of someone with super multiple stream of incomes. It is so cool because it works for him. It's not cool if it don't works for u. but that's what I had been thinking of doing since young, and I guess by next year I'll have more things to do..and more..and more.

So what do u do oscar? Errrr.....lots of things. what do u need?? or what do u can't see that u need?? even wants maybe?? I'll be of service to you, and I guarantee you ...

"All aspects of life covered, Life changing results"  :)

Navagraha stotras/stotram/hymms

I remember last time when we are still a student, two of my classmates were literally 'begging' on this particular Master about navagraha stotram/stothras / hymms to appease the planets that are giving the astrological chart a certain dosha. Although given promises by promises, the master did not deliver on the context of nature forbids. But as I go deeper to research this thing, there's no such thing as nature forbids excuses. It's just his own selfishness to milk more dough from us.

These are part of the Hinduism religious remedial prayers and have been practiced by traditional diligent Hindus around the world. These stotrams are to be recited while you do the religious rites to appease the planets or at the temple. Those who wish to obtain the blessings of the Navagrahas should recite daily the following slokas that are relevant to the planets they wish to appease and will enjoy health, wealth and happiness in due time.

In sanskrit:
Surya/Sun
Krahaanaamaathiraathithye Lohkarakshanakaara
Vishamasthaana Samboothaam Peedam Harathumey Ravi

Meaning: O! Lord Surya who is the son of Atthi Devi who also sanctifies this world, please eliminate all my problems caused by your unfortunate location.


Chandra/Moon
In Sanskrit
Rohineesa Suthaa Moorthi:Soothaakaathra: Soothaasana Vishamasthaana Samboothaam Peedam Harathumey Vithu

Meaning:O! Lord Chandra who is the Consort of Rohini who also consumed amirtham pls removal all my problems caused by your unfortunate location

Sevvai/Mars
In sanskrit
Bomi Pothreeh Mahaatheehjaa Jaathaana Payakruth Sathaa
Varushti Kruth Vrushti Visharthaa Sa Peedam Harathu Meeh Keja

Meaning: O! Sevvai you are the son of Bumadevi. U have always create and dispel fear in us, you bring and obstruct the rains please remove all my obstacles

Butha/Buddha/Mercury
In Sanskrit
Uthpaatha Robeeh Jagathaam Santhra Puthreh Mahaathyuthi
Sorya Priyagaareh Vithvaan Peedam Harathu Meeh Butha

Meaning: O! Butha you are the son of Chandra. You are most serene. You are a scholar who propitiates Surya. Pls eradicate all my difficulties.

Guru/Jupiter
In sanskrit
Thevamanthree Visaalaasha: Sathaa Lohgahitheeh Ratha
Aneehgasishya Samporna: Peedam Harathu Meeh Guru

Meaning: You are the guru of the devas. with your large eyes you bestow great benefits on the world. O! Lord Guru who has many disciples, pls eliminate all my problems.

Sukkiran/Venus/sukra
In sanskrit
Thaitthya Mantree kurutheehshaam Praanathassa Mahaamathi
Prapusthaaraa Kraharaanaam Sa Peedam Harathu Meeh Pruthu

Meaning: you are the minister of the asuras who gives them life. you are a great scholar who governs the nakshatras and grahas. O! Lord Sukkiran pls eliminate all my problems.

Sani/Sanee/Saturn
In sankrit
Sorya Puthreeh Theerkkathehoh Visaalaaksha; Sivapriya
Manthasaara: Prasannathmaa Peedam Harathu Meeh Sanee

Meaning: O son of surya. you have an extended body and large eyes. You are a devotee of Lord Shiva, who moves slowly . O sanee who possess a clear mind pls remove my problems

Rahu
In sankrit
Mahaasiraa Mahaavakthreh Thirkkathamshreey Mahaapala
Anmthanussohrthva Kesa Issa Peedam Harathu Meeh Thama

Meaning: O rahu who has a big head, a large mouth, protruding teeth and an upward facing body and without a physical body, pls remove my problems

KetuIn sankrit
Aaneehga Pobarnaissa Sathasohtheeh Sahasra Sa
Uthpaatha Robe Jagathaam Peedam Harathu Meeh Sagee

Meaning: O Ketu you have many forms and colurs pls remove my problems.

U can choose to recite it every time you are making a prayer everyday. Or you can choose to only recite a certain planet's hymn that is giving you the dosha. You can choose to not perform these when you have no major doshas, and you CANNOT neglect your prayers to God in replacement of this because this is 2 different thing.
However, pls be reminded that God helps those who helps themselves. This remedial puja will only help you to a certain extent.
And lastly, it does not matter if you really pronounce wrongly, as long as you know the meaning of it. Don't so stress up bout it. But your offerings must be accompanied with a sincere heart and mind. Then this will make it more worthwhile. ( because if there are so many remedies for all kind of doshas...why create doshas in the first place? Think about it...u are the cause of the doshas and from you , your action and mind is the best remedy to get out of it. )

Homeless People in KL.

Who would have thought , with occasional highlights in the media on how our government is spending and spending to make this n that , build this n that and developing this n that, with billions spent to be one of the so called first world (with 3rd world mentality??) country, you will be forgiven if you haven't know about any other people's sufferings and other misfortunes. One of it is of course, as per topic, the homeless people right here at KL. I was asking for donations one day at my working place and one curious well to do looking woman was listening and suddenly asked, "Got homeless people in kl?? You sure? Well...I want to follow and see if it's true."

What an ugly sight that if you see it with your own eyes, you will be wondering, the next street at Jln Bukit Bintang where people party all night and also got into fight because of petty issues, here is a totally different kind of breeds, breeding in the heart of the city. You might start to wonder too, what is the government doing spending billions on the unnecessary whereas those money , or half of the billions that they spent frivolously , if it is utilized for charities or helping the people in plight who are also fellow Malaysians, will certainly cost lesser and have better appreciation.

There are a few outreach programs here in KL, notably Pertiwi, Rotary, Fungates, Street Fellowship, from the churches and of course, the loudest now that is always being featured on media, Kechara Soup Kitchen. (http://www.kechara.com) So by all means, I was joining in as volunteer with Kechara and doing the rounds on every Saturday night. <--- I do skip if am tired or busy ;)

So u think ur bed is not comfy? So u think ur food is not tasty? And so u think u have no money??

The guy on the right, Mr Anthony, who came from Kulim, after a hard day work, was robbed of his income and stabbed at the stomach.He is penniless, staggering with pain and in a big depression. His family is poor and he can't afford a bus ticket back. Johnny highlight his plight back to Kechara, hope they are swift in helping him. 

Many people will always try to reason, why do they end up homeless in the first place? Must be their own fault and their own doings that they end up like that. Why should I help? I don't even have enough to feed my own! Bla bla..yada yada. Actually there are many reasons why someone will be homeless. It can also happen to anyone without warning and such. Some reasons include looking for a better  life at Kl, well u can't blame them as Kl had been painted like a place with a lot of pot golds for everyone. But not everyone is that lucky in finding their pot of golds right? 

Some of course, runaway from family, some got thrown out by family, some really asked for it , etc etc. There are young and old, all races, all patterns all behaviors. People if have a choice will not choose to be anything lower, or as the saying, will not choose to be bald if they have hair. If you say it's karma, well we don't have to add the burden to their karma. we can always help to lighten their burden right?

Most of them when we deliver their food, they are very grateful and thankful. They also praise us for being dedicated in our effort, rain or shine we will be there. However, i think i am the one that should be grateful and thankful for being given a chance to serve humanity. it's not so much bout the food, really. It's further than that. there are other feelings involved and the experience u get out of this cannot be replace by any amount of money u own. even u might be rich, but if u do not give back to society, you will feel empty and meaningless. ur money can't be brought along to the grave thou. 

And on a more lightening note, they even share the food among themselves who did not get any food. Some rejected our food when they have eaten and asked to be given to others who have not eaten. This just tells you, human basically should be caring and sharing.

Anyway, we are always short of food as more and more people are put behind by developments and made homeless. It really doesn't matter , well at this post anyway, don't reason why they are homeless for it will just give u an excuse not to help or be the righteous helper that u are. we don't reason why and how they got there. We just help whatever we can.  U might think, hey how much a RM2.50 for a pack of vegetarian rice can help? Well it can help a lot. 

U see, me n friends each of us say 10people. Each of us commit a comfortable amount of rice packet for the once a week of saturdays. say, i commit 5 packs a week = 20 packs a month. sometimes 25pack a month as some months got 5 weeks. So say 20 times RM2.50 is equivalent to RM50. But when it's collective effort, say 10 people giving 20 packs a month, that will be 200 mouths being fed a month. some will commit more, some commit less, but help in small ways lead to big ways. 

If even RM50 is too much for you, you can commit less, no obligation! You can also join in as volunteers, no problems! Every one can contribute in their own special ways as well, no problem, be it by spreading this out, or telling to others about this, share this, give your time and energy, no problem at all. 

And on one last note, kechara also needs funds on their upcoming animal sanctuary for the homeless and abused animals. So if u prefer doing something for animals, you can also get in touch with kechara or come to Wow Wow Pets at OUG ( see the facebook links for WowWowPets ) to make a donation, or even mail me back to arrange.

Hmm...I wonder where are they taking their shelter when it rains...while am blogging this.

What is a soulmate?

Almost every time, people wonder if the gal next door or the guy next seat is the One or not. Is dat person my soulmate? U wonder. Me n her is now in a r/ship, a marriage, in co-habiting, we've joined in soul n body (or hips literally) but still, the question is this...could he/she be my soulmate?

so b4 we go further, let us examine why is this question necessary in the first place? all human fundamental needs are the same. beside other obvious wants/needs, having found the One in love is the most fundamental one. we all need someone to love us, be there for us, clean up our lazy mess, a shoulder to cry on in private and what not. The root fundamental of this question is of course, depending on some ppl, "is she the last one am gonna spend the rest of my life with?" which is most almost equivalent to the question "is she my soulmate?" . That is actually the most basic root reason for asking about soul mate.

Everyone hopes to find true love, pure love and forever love. Some people will be happy if they haf found their soulmate. and some ppl might not be so happy because that spells the end of having a few r/ships in the lifetime. and some ppl trodding down the road with their soulmate, suddenly found the grass is greener on the other side and dump this once a soulmate for someone new after so much have been work out for. then this someone new will now be the new soulmate.

So with the way things are now, wouldn't soulmate be a very cheap word already?? Almost turning around the corners, there lies your potential soulmate. So what is soulmate? in idealistic way, soulmate is suppose to be someone that you can spend the rest of your life with. Of course, someone that gives what your soul yearns for. Someone you can go through anything together till the end. Till death do us apart. Some that pumps up your life, give your soul appeasement and mutually supporting each other from all levels. The 'no matter what happens' comes into play.

Some "laws" governing soulmate, Opposite attracts, u both argue like mad and there is not a common ground of interest, but still you feel that he is your soul mate. The sameness relates, both of u feel so right together, everything is in common from your taste of food to the ways on bed, u feel u can't be separated because of the commonness, even thinking alike and talking the same accent can drive u crazy. So much for the word and so much for commercialism, the word soul mate had been cheaply used.

so what does astrology have in store for u? is there really a soulmate reading in astrology? the answer is yes and no. It really depends on how u want to use the soulmate word and your perception. I don't really believe in soul mate or finding the one. This is because astrology have always proved to me that you are only compatible or have the synastry with someone because you happen to be at the right time at the right place, and of course, the interlinked destiny you both have together and the fruitation of karmic seeds. Some unfinished business that need to be finished or continue by this life. sometimes, you don't even know who 'owe' who first in the context of karma. but astrology can reveal how well or bad your r/ship patterns will turn out. how both of ur energy can be used or should be used to sustain the r/ship. How your actions can make the r/ship lasting or break. How both of u relate to each other emotionally and even, physically.

In vedic astrology, by accessing the moon and your partner, u can see how both relate in mind and emotion. what are the karmic cause? accessing the planets venus and mars can give an idea how the sex style appeal to each other. accessing the lagnas can see how both blend together and give each other support, who will be the receiving end and the giver or the one that need to sacrifice. accessing house by house can see what are the areas that are weak and not. And, anyone can be your soulmate. because the real context of soulmate lies within the values and not on the person and the role they play in real. it is all about how both of u relate to each other and what are the approach that u use and give your soul a sense of belonging.

but anyway, now, your best friend can also be your soul mate. and with how the world trend is turning out, your pets can be your soul mate, your private telephone friend can be your soul mate, your email pal can also be your soul mate. your fuck buddy can be your soul mate, your enemy can also be your soul mate. so what is the real context of soulmate? if life is on a constant change, shouldn't soul mate be on a change as well? of course...your soul mate can and will leave u one day. the only solace is how the memories stick and the imprints are left at your heart, and how both of u have manage the journey of love together.

soulmate, or soulmade ... made for soul? u can marry your wife now only to discover your soulmate is still living out there waiting for u. and here u have to decide whether to go for it and break up ur own family.or had it been commercialize by the love industry? the rule of thumb thou...appreciate what you have and give all ur best to this one person whom u have called soulmate b4...and let go gracefully if the time is up. astrology can only help u make a right choice by letting u know the outcome of your choices. The choices that u make reflect your maturity and wisdom in choosing for the best of all parties involved.

Free workshop for Mystical Exercise this 6th June 2010

"Harnessing the power of the cosmic for health improvement." This Mystical Shengong Exercise is not religious centric, thus it is suitable to be practice by anyone regardless of race, age and ethnic. Health or even disease do not recognise your skin colour! 

This exercise is so simple and easy yet not many people are aware of it because it appears so easy that you don't even believe that it will help in your health. However, unbelievable results have been experienced in just one week by those who knows. It is suitable for anyone in any condition, most beneficial to people who are experiencing health discomfort as well. 

You can even do it while you are sitting, lying down (for ppl bedridden) or standing. Learning this simple steps in an hour can change your life for the better. You can even help your friends or family members who are not feeling well right now. Just an hour and you got nothing to lose for health is irreplaceable when the clock ticks. 

Highly suitable for people with blood pressure problem, heart/chest problem, sinus/migraine/flu symptoms, nerves/joint problems, kidney/pancreas/diabetes/sugar level problem, smokers/alcoholics/DRUG/pills addicts and of course, people who think they are healthy! *Location will be let known once you confirm/register through your facebook account.

Fast tips to identify problem area in a Vedic chart

I am excited. I know I will meet some blunders and more blunders, but i am ready for the blunders. am not so technical savvy, the best i know is type and type away. When something goes wrong, i holla to some sexy programmer to give me tips.

Anyhow, this june month is an important month for soul circles. and the months after it's going to be hectic months as well. i will have to breath soul circles, talk soul circles, eat soul circles, walk soul circles and everything soul circles. what d hell is this soul circles? yeah...it's just my small venture on astrology and healing consultations and courses thingy. but am excited. even before i have it on, there is already someone interested to join with me and dat guy is no other than one of my student who i have met only once. it sort of restore my confidence in a way, at which ideas can be turned into actions and how naivety can somewhat be noble. However, am still keeping any JV at KIV.

I am still on freelancing, so let me go tru the experience of freelancing and appreciate my maggi mee creations for supper, gardenia sandwich bread creation and home made nasi goreng when i've no calls and stay home to do my works. It is truly an experience, thou i have gone down lower than that during younger times. i want to keep my foot grounded as well as learn humility. besides, am still learning and am not a master, there's so much to learn and i can't wait to share it with ppl who are on the same mindset with me!

Ok, taking this post as one of a reply to one email to me last month, the question was how to identify problem areas in a vedic chart? Hmm, i have some fast tips here. it is sort of like a quick glance. the first glance, first impression, first look.

1) when u open up and look at the chart for the first time, look as a whole. as in, look at the whole 12 houses.

2) Identify which house have the most clusters of planets together, never mind the degrees first. this will be the 'busy' area. it means, the matters in the house that it signifies will be the person most busy and challenging area. doesn't matter whether good or bad. he'll be busy with it.

3) now look at the planets combination, the fastest would be, is it a killer combination? or a good combination of mutual support? if there are 3 planets and above, look at the middle planet, what is the story it is trying to tell u?

4) look for Sa+Mo, different predictions for SaR+Mo as well, but don't worry about that, just see where issit located if there is. And if there isn't, ke+mo is the next one. and then go on with other combination.

5) Determine where the transiting planets are for the fiscal year. Is native going tru any challenging period? Look for sade sati with t.sat and natal moon.

6) confirm with Vimshottari dasa period, what is the native going to experience?

7) gochara/transits are quick ways. Vimshottari dasa is to confirm and vice versa. if u can work with this 2 way beautifully, (provided u have rectify the chart or the time of birth is accurate) then ur predictions will be very accurate.

8) next u can look at the dustana houses, and also use the universal chart as a backdrop for the dustana houses to see how it relates.

9) try not to rationalize too much and stick to your chart reading. eg: person is well to do and happy always, but u see problems at marriage house. don't rationalize, as in, couldn't be...she's happy...how can her marriage be a problem? just read as it is and stick to your chart. if u put in ur own judgement, you will never get to read a chart accurately. try separate your own judgement from the person's life and read it as it is.

and lastly, feedback...feedback...feedback! feedback from ur customers is the best way for u to know where ur prediction skills is and where u have to improve. if u are still learning, don't be shy to admit that there are certain things u don't know how to read yet, because if u fake it, ur customer is the one that is going to be the victim of ignorance and bad advice. be humble and u will learn more from ur customers. everyone is a teacher!

Give me more time for study

am overwhelmed with studies. on top of dat am overwhelmed with works. if according to the ancient texts dat we can actually activate a certain nadi in our brain or system to unleash the subconsciousness of the knowledge record stored so that we will automatically know the subjects by hand...pls, i want to activate dat for all astrology in d world to be at the palm of my hand. this process however, will take many many years of acquiring. means, we can activate our nadi but it takes years to perfect dat becuz of the human conditioning now. once we activate it, we can access the library at that other plane and get whatever knowledge direct from the source of the knowledge pool up there. but i know there's one 'easier' way, however it still takes some years. so i might as well spend my years studying the traditional way, with my head buried in the books, or if one day i can't take it, i'll boil all the books or burn it to d ground and eat it..(DAMN it). literally i've been sleeping with books on my bed, under my bed and such, for i read b4 i sleep no matter how tired, so dat's why i sleep with them. (one good thing to this habit is i know i'll never go and sleep at somebody's place, or i will never sleep with anyone , for i just sleep with books... (hahaha...just kidding) now i can confirm dat sleeping with books under the pillow do not let u absorb them much. u just feel bad waking up later n knowing u didn't finish d pages. not to mention am one slowwww reader. it means, whatever i read, i likes to make notes on it. and when i at last check on it and can't apply anything, i throw away the notes that was painstakingly made in the first place. i can't stop comparing the books/notes on the same subject over and over with unlimited access. because, too many authors, too many thoughts, want to find out if it works. so i can't stop HOARDING on the notes, until when it's time, i need to clear my room of papers and throw them in the dustbin. fussy note maker...i make them as from contents, 2nd round..i make them from the notes i just written for shorter version...and then, i read from shorter version and refer back to the longer version, and then i read back the book for the original version. and then, i transfer the notes to the big notebook, and then, i type them out to my pc, and then i redo again in a better way to read. and then, halfway in the process, i might throw the notes all away becuz of many reasons from unpractical theories, to i don't like my own writing, to i found a better nicer notebook. how to progress like this? i still have about, sigh...i think at least about 10,000 pages of astrology stuffs i haven't finish. and my study rack of other books, ranging from many topics. Why do i even read in the first place? becuz after so many readings, it's just d same thing, nothing excite me, for it all boils down to the same thing. so am i a hoarder reader or a fussy reader? i guess am a hoarder. now who on earth will pray for more time on earth so he can finish up all the books dat he haven't finish? i know of a guy dat do this, my mom did that, and i guess now i am gonna include this prayer into mine as well! (including activating dat part of the brain for all knowledge to absorb in like osmosis...actually i have osmosis learning since young, but not powerful enough after i got my bad car accident) :(

Coming Wednesday 4D number prediction for toto only

something is gonna happen between now to this wednesday.... i can't pinpoint what yet! so thurs am gonna see the news/papers or whatever. Indication of death on big scale? or indication of something gonna blow up? or maybe something to do with the royal kingdom of kelantan??? something to do with homeland. something to do with illness, hospitalization n death. >_< Ah....am just suffering from brain drain...anyway...... i just have a very nice dream and my son was playing in the dream with me. caught some numbers, but i can't play myself as usual. so i'll just post it up here n whoever see this can buy if they have no idea what number to buy for this week wednesday. don't bet so big alrite for it's from dream. 2999 1112 5062 6052 good luck!

Happy Mother's Day

It doesn't take you much to just wish your Mom Happy Mother's Day on this special day. Although it had been commercialized to such an expensive treat, get creative and give that first woman of yours the love she deserves. You don't have to just wish her on just this day. You do it through actions every day. Whatever it is, besides all the things she had done for you and things you wished she never interfere with, she's still the one that will be there for you no matter what happen. So give yourself out to her. If not everyday, just this one day ! Happy Mother's Day!

Jupiter transits to Pisces 2nd May 2010

oh oh oh oh yeah....what am i thinking!? someone asked in ma mail why is it that i did not come out with a post on what will happens to all the signs when jupiter transits to pisces yesterday but i wrote on world cup in digression some more! >_

Going back to the basics in life

Do u realize, among all the religions, teachings , communities, people and such, where ideas and perceptions plays a part in us, all the differences that segregate people into different groups and having their own morally righteous code of conduct or not, these differences are played to the point of extremes and further divide humanity away from the very core truths of natural laws? 

Example, the differences of teachings in religions had sparked wars. the differences in opinions among ppl and communities had sparked great division and incite hatred and all the bullshits in the world. it's because of the 'differences' that had been macro and microscope on through the lenses of the extreme teachings of rights and wrongs. why can't they focus on the sameness? 

Ok...opposite attracts really. opposite = oppositions. and oppositions don't work well unless u r connected on a common ground/elements. what bout focusing on fundamental laws that works? natural laws that we know subconsciously which had been implanted in our natural awareness since creation that is fundamentally good and won't change? 

Example we all know being faithful is fundamentally good compare to infidelity. we all know kindness is fundamentally good to being mean. we all know understanding or compassion is fundamentally good compare to being cruel. something like going back to the basics of goodness and create peace. or something like going back to the basis of teachings that are good? 

Digh...what is Oscar thinking? i think i just prefer a simple basic life dat don't have lots of dramas. U need to go tru some hell of dramas to be able to want n desire a basic life without dramas. Because without that extremities, u won't know dat it's much fun with the basics. so say no to wars and say yes to peace...and WORLD CUP SPIRIT! the only event (other than Olympics) that can stop wars and bring people together! woot!

The type of clients I have in astrology

Most people, majority of people that I know, including own family, have this one thing in common. which is, whenever there is a problem arise, they turn to whatever they can get their hands on for solutions. they turn to astrology when they have problems, and they deny astrology when they are out of it.

I have met many people who hurl criticism to me saying am doing hodge podge science when they can't even make a difference between astrology and palmistry. They love to extend their palm to me and ask me to see after they throw the critics and when I say I don't know palmistry, they laugh as if they know best, that the critics they gave were correct. Sometimes they are the one that came running back to me after some time and ask me to read them their birth chart, sometimes they peek at what am doing when I study and try to extend their PALM again. I just kept QUIET and give them a big smile. 

It had been years like that since I started studying serious astrology, and this big smile saved me from a lot of pressuring to do some proofing business. I don't need to prove that astrology works, it do works. Just that there are a lot of deep and profound works behind that I don't think I can explain to someone who can't differentiate a thing. Anyhow, when I study, it makes me an anti social, for I don't have much luxurious time to spend debating or explaining.

I'll do that when am free. I have got no time for tv movies, my source of news came from internet and paper, am sleep deprived, am going through a big transition in my life and I've my hands on many things to keep my sane life going.

But one of the best faces that I've seen...are these and I think more of them will be coming for me when I fully open my door....

The denial - 'I don't have a problem', but still keep asking and asking and asking and says no prob

The attention seeker - 'I have a problem, I have many problems actually, listen to me and listen everyday' and they keep calling u 24 hours with the same problem

The worrier - ' I think I have these problems' and still worries about them despite there really
isn't much to worry about

The no problem - ' I don't have a problem...but...' they in fact are the problems of the problem, but they do not want to face it and still keep coming to u for their problems and while taking pleasure in listening, they do no actions to take care of their problems. I wonder how they survive in the mess they are living.

The opportunistic - this I met today as well while thinking of posting this... 'I don't believe in all this la..but give me your name card, I intro to my friends and I want to earn some commission can?' Can...no problem, I don't mind as long as I can give u some help financially through my service but how can u intro to ur friends when u urself don't like astrology?? 'Am a good salesman!' =_=!

Last and not least, the best ones that I've met -
The positive thinker - ' I have a prob and I want to explore the solutions' , gave them, analyzed and use where necessary and very happy to have a new perspective

The one solution thinker - ' I have a prob n I want the solution'. Gave them, take all of it and use, and come back, anymore u left? Anymore u not yet tell me? Anymore details? I need to know , rice or porridge tonite depend on u! I still have many problems I not yet tell u! Actually the only solution
they are looking for is the 4D numbers or lottery numbers that can once and for all solve all their problems!

What type are u? I myself is definitely the one solution thinker. ;)

My 'idiotic' attempt at Sade Sati - (don't do it, no..lol)

An interesting man came to be my indirect teacher. He came as an indirect disciple of a Tamil Siddhar lineage under Sri Nandeeswarar Siddhar. He has shared the cosmic secrets that i've sort of SWEAR not to divulge to the public as it can be misused for commercialism purpose. So in this few months of knowing him, i've sort of piece together my own searching for answers i can only find through some past life regression. Just some interesting stuffs where i can't even confirm if it's true for we're not suppose to remember the past.

i came from the nanda dynasty, a kingdom that exist in ancient india which had been overtaken by alexander the great. while in this kingdom, i serve as the queen's royal doctor and i've also researched on healings and at the same time do a lot of killings of the unborn. a lot of the knowledge had been lost when the kingdom is gone, and am now only left with an untapped subconsious that certain knowledge only come back as bit and pieces and i've to tap on the cosmic pool of knowlege, if am lucky i get to access. if am not, am left with a tired mind spelling 'stupid idiot dumb dumb fella'

so now, at my another idiotic attempt to test some out of the world not in text books spoonfed knowledge, or so called 'oscar's dream up theories', i got some immediate remedies yet not so easy to perform 'stunts' for remedying a sade sati cycle. So if u r a vedic enthusiastic, or an astrologer for vedic branch, or even, someone afflicted with sade sati which is the dreaded 7 and a 1/2 years of badddddd luck...take heart...this remedy might work in some way in general, as individual chart remedy will be the real answer.

Sade sati is when transiting saturn move in to your moon sign from the 12th. so say, your moon sign is in libra, and transiting saturn is in virgo, so that is the beginning of your sade sati. it ends when it passes on to scorpio at some good degrees, so to speak. most ppl come consulting an astrologer after the first 2 1/2 years. because the 5th year will be the worst of the worst they can take. some strong characters will consult to an astrologer when they have slightly pass the 5th year. 

Some lucky enough will consult before or the beginning of the cycle. This also depends on the individual chart, and whether that person will take on the full cycle or not, which cycle of sade sati it is and in what constellations the planets are in. so basically, this remedy is a very general remedy for the whole topic of sade sati.

i stress...take it if u like, u got nothing to lose, leave it if u like, u still got nothing to lose... for the tone here is...am in my that mood which is kind of hard for me to explain my mind.

So let's say, a perfect human life is a 120 years. with all the rubbish we're feeding ourselves, smelling in and etc, we have grossly put ourselves at 80 if ur lucky just break it apart. 2.5+2.5+2.5.

Anyway, since it's a karmic cause, so how does karma operate? i don't have a mechanism or a set of rules for it, for karma is not for naked eyes. but it do manufacture some part of ur destiny. my point here is, HOW it operates? u can't see it, u can't touch it, u can only scold, karma is a bitch. there's only 1 rule thou, and it's balance. u put in the bad, u have to balance back on the good, or it just gets heavier, u put in the good, u have to balance back on the bad, or u just snapped for being a saint too bored. human being human, let's face it, u can't be all good and not bad, so the way to it is balancing, unless u r some superhuman yogi. So think about it, when it happens, what hit first? ur body. ur mind. ur emotion. when ur this three thing is hurt, ur soul is tormented, and there, u pay ur karmic debts.

so in a simple process, u divide karma into another 3 part of karma. 1st) u can't change 2) u can change, just more more more hard work. 3) u can change easily said than done by controlling the 5 senses that let karma take shape.

when it operates, it goes tru ur bloodline and dna and brings the condition to ur physical world. so now u break it to 2.5 + 2.5 + 2.5

the first 2.5 - control ur mouth
speak no evil, eat no bad stuff, drink no rubbish.if u have not give ur parents n grandparents enough care and respect, do it before it's too late, at least talk more to them in a good way. first thing u put into ur mouth, fruits. last thing u put into ur mouth, vegetables. u need the cleansing to let your blood flow smoothly so that it's not stuck or block at some way where the 'karma' can manifest in a condition. u need the practice of holding on to ur gluttony desires. 

and in a way, this will let u practice more self control in other things. reduce intake of salt. ur body have it's own natural salt. if it's excessive, u sweat and dat's why it's salty. in a way, salt let u be heavier and ur kidneys work harder to process the extra salt. if u wish to go for mantra chanting, stick to one so that u r focus, it's ur best time to pick up one too.
 

the 2nd 2.5 - control your mind
let it be calm and watch your problems from above. solutions will come when ur mind is calm and not panic in time of adverse sudden changes. it's time for more simple healthy lifestyle. it's time for that tired gross dirty body of yours to have it's engine overhaul for detoxification. cleanse more so that positive energy can be filled by the universe. 

it is for u to learn how to face your problems and solve it like an adult, for u to get the wisdom behind the experience and for u to see the other side of the coin. welcome it so that it won't bother u again. it either enhance your good points or let u learn a thing or two about ur weakness and how to not do it again, whatever prob u think there is. from illness, to self happiness in terms of r/ships, to career change, or whatever.

diet cleansing, not the flour made vegetarian food that commercialism took over. it's just simple fresh fruits, vegetables, nuts, honey, coconut and alkaline food that is taken at the right time of the day. general time will be 7.30am, 11.30am, 3.30pm and 7.30pm at small potions. be one with nature, yeah go exercise that bum of urs, 

don't be lazy. and lastly, do some form of charity where u have to sweat it out. last but not least, stay low profile, solitude if u can, for u to reconnect back with ur own self. see this part, it's kinda long, it indicates the significance of this phase.
 

the last 2.5 years - the aftermath, if u ever have any.
time to do self reflect, clear up the unhappy memories and slowly come out of ur shell. if the above lifestyle have significantly improve your overall health physically n mentally, stick to it for health = wealth. healthy body means ability to find back the wealth u've lost in the past 5 years, so u have to take care of ur body at the previous 5 years, for u to embrace the last stage of this 2.5 years.

however, if u have not been preparing for the previous stage up to now, it's not too late. and u might need a little help.

u can email to me ur chart if u have, or ask more details on this at o_scarlai@yahoo.com . only remedy for sade sati related questions will be entertain for the meantime, as i've limited time for free consultation so first come, first serve basis, depending on my free time, and all emails will be answered, although i might be late so thank you for understanding!

Happy Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day

To all friends and clients

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Sweet Valentine's Day!
Soul Circles will be back on the 22nd of February 2010. Our facebook will be active thou. Check it out if you are bored at home. You might get some lucky numbers to fa chai... (provided we got the numbers ;P)
Have fun!

Love and light
Oscar

Adam's apple : I have a weird thinking about it

suddenly i am back to those wacky thinking mode again...cuz i keep howling...ohhhhhhhh ohh ohhhhhh~~!! you know what? Tarzan calling to Jane like that...ohhhhh~~! okie...that's weird. But 'ohm' ohmmmmmmmmm...aummmmmmmm..... the universal sound still come out from the same voice box...amidst diffferent sound. ok...what am i thinking?? shrug. i was thinking why is an adam's apple called an adam's apple? if it is said like this... when he eat the apple, it was stuck at his throat, that's why it's called adam's apple... but that apple is from the knowledge tree which is forbidden.

"In the Book of Genesis, the tree of the knowledge of good and evil or the tree of knowledge (and occasionally translated as the tree of conscience, Hebrew: עֵץ הַדַּעַת טוֹב וָרָע, Etz haDaat tov V'ra) was a tree in the middle of the Garden of Eden (Genesis 2:9) from which God directly forbade Adam (Eve having not yet been created) to eat (Genesis 2:17). A serpent later tempted Eve, who was aware of the prohibition, to eat the forbidden fruit from the tree of knowledge (Genesis 3:1-6). Adam also ate, and they became aware of their nakedness (Genesis 3:6-7). After this, in order to deny them access to the tree of life (and, hence, immortality), they were banished from the garden and forced to survive through agriculture "by the sweat of [their] brow" (Genesis 3:19-24)."

ok, that is just one part of reference. the story of genesis can also be discovered in the origins of early chinese language and pictogram if you have gone into researching it actually. and most of the stories was soon after genesis.

actually, am more interested with the tree of knowledge part. the act of eating without permission is wrong i guess, but not the tree i reckon. Come on...that means at that adam's apple, there are knowledge stuck there!?!? hmmz...how do i illustrate clearly...

in order to have a clearer consciousness, u gotta meditate more often. consciousness got something to do with the 3rd eye stuff. ok that is one helluva big topic which i don't wanna go into.. okie...and when u chant etc in the course of it, depends what ur doing for ur meditation, you have to chant from the larynx which is da voice box. that's where all the knowledge is...
that got me into thinking about the connection of larynx with ur 3rd eye and other parts. in the course of meditation or fasting, honey is important.

"Hummingbirds (hummers) usually drink nectar (sugar water) from flowers. While the hummer is drinking the flower’s nectar, some pollen sticks to the hummer’s chin. The pollen falls off at the next flower it visits, and PRESTO, the flower is pollinated, ready to make seeds! Flowers give food to hummers, and hummers help the flowers to make seeds. This natural cooperation is called symbiosis (sim-bee-O-sis). Hummingbird flowers are usually long, red, and skinny, to match the hummer’s long beak and tongue. But hummers need more than just sugar to survive. They also need protein. That’s why they eat small bugs inside flowers, and sometimes pick bugs out of spider webs for food. In early spring, before the flowers bloom, hummers will follow Yellow-bellied Sapsuckers. These woodpeckers peck holes in trees to get sap. The hummer can lick the sap and eat the bugs around these holes!"

"Bees eat nectar (sugary water) and pollen (yellow protein powder) which are made by flowers. Babies are fed lots of pollen, because they need the protein to grow. Since there are lots of flowers in the spring (and lots of pollen), most bee babies are born in the spring. Nectar is what the a worker bee uses to make honey. When she gets to a flower, she drinks as much nectar as she can hold. Then she passes the nectar to another worker bee (who holds the nectar on her tongue) so the water in it can evaporate. When most of the water has evaporated, the sweet nectar becomes honey, which is stored in the hive. During winter, when there aren’t many flowers, bees use this stored honey for food. In the spring and summer, when there are plenty of flowers, bees tell each other where to find nectar and pollen. If a worker finds a grape vine with lots of flowers, she marks it with a pheromone (scent). Then she flies back and dances in the hive. This dance tells other workers what direction to fly in and how far to go. Then they fly off to find her scent, the grape flowers, and the food."

ok..practically this two fella are vocalist...buzzzzzzzz.....chirp chirp...and they feed on honey... okie, i've discovered if i have a sore throat, i can make it better with some honey squeeze with lime juice on it as well on a teaspoon.

hmm...how bout the part of larynx in astrology chart, is opposite of the sexual organ...is that bloodily connected? ah...looks at singers, they sing...and they have much good sexual appeal that's where they get their fans...almost? hmm...how bout someone who's creative (larynx also contribute to creativity , meta speaking) is more appealing than someone who's not? how bout someone who speaks sweetly, is more likeable and more appealing to others? oh man...better start speaking creatively and sweet if u want to be appealing! nooo??? why women don't have adam's apple?? cuz eve was taken out of adam and he ate the apple! if only eve was still at his rib...then maybe there's no such thing as soul mate or 'i found my other half to complete me' (another view on mating and sexual appeal stuff)

ok why are u so worked up with this issue of adam's apple in the first place?? oh well...like i said, i just had those weird thinking at times....but i know...there's something very very mysterious with this larynx...THERE IS..! I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO ILLUSTRATE WHAT MY WEIRD THINKING IS...MAYBE IT WOULD BE BETTER IF AM ALLOWED TO SPEAK ON IT INSTEAD OF TYPING.

ok..now am excited. why? i think this post will make my brother jumped on me again for having another version of his beloved genesis and bible. Am sorry la... but i still reserve the right to this thinking no matter how weird it seems....

u haven't heard the weird theory on the PIG part yet...lol on how pig can save the world one day!
but it's darn sensitive, only friends who sit at the same table with me can ask :P *laugh hysterically*

Ok...these are some of those days when i have thought too much and resulted in this kinda post and thinking. That's me for you! Happy new Y..ArrRrrR!

Year 2009 as I remembered...he he :)

2009 to me...that i remembered, thou mostly i forgot...not exactly that great, yet don't think will forget...

The passing of MJ

One of my first favourite pop artist way back when i was young...i can sing to all his songs and i went to his concert when he was here in kl long time ago. u can take him away from me but u can't take him out of me...love all his moves too. when i first got the morning sms about him passing away...i got no mood the whole day and i can't stop myself repeating... "mj is dead" (with some crazy slang) more than 100 times.

the passing of Yasmin Ahmad

She's the only one film director that got me hooked on all local films. of course...those produced by her. her films are touching, meaningful and embodies all the ingredients needed for a peaceful country. not like now, the current state of the country is totally rubbished. i would say she's totally warm, brilliant, humble, brave, a visionary, a compassionate soul, a no fuss lady yet friendly! yeah...her passing sparked another round of 'YA is dead" by me repeatedly more than 100 times again in a day. This is because her passing is missed by all people that love her and her works. 2010 will not be the same anymore without her personal touch at petronas advertisements.

The passing of Teoh Beng Hock

an ordinary man that rose to 'fame' because of the circumstances of his death. he is Teoh Beng Hock, a guy i felt for because as ordinary as he is, he could be a scapegoat in unspoken conspiracy. nevertheless, this is a case i would follow till i die, no matter how effing long they gonna delay the result. this is because there are a lot of discrepancy and injustice in our country, the law, the enforcement , the judiciary, the everything. u can't blame me for being this cynical, because a lot of things happened and cases unsolved, and is so effing obvious evil power is at play. these things send a very strong message to the future generation and if injustice is (still) allowed, what will happen to this place we are calling home? pfft...see u in canada when am done here.

The Icon Lady of 2009 for me...my idol of professionalism, ethics and justice!

Dr KhunYing Pornthip, the Thai pathologist that is giving her opinion on Teoh's case. Ah...i really have high hope on the result...hopefully 2010 jan her report is like orange juice, giving sweet vitamin C to all people who wished to see justice like me. :) :) :) no matter what and how it will turn out to be, we all know the answers already. if right actions is not taken to restore the confidence of every man on the street about the justice system, this case gonna be the talk till i die...like how u can be rich n powerful and wipe out all evidence bla bla bla..better than csi! i janji sama you cerita ini akan dibawa sampai ke akhir hayat ku! but not only this la...the c4 also is very interesting! my own astrology prediction ---> 1 and a half year more

RPK the man!

they say he is a controversial blogger , bla bla bla and more... i say he is controversial only to the present gahmen. because their shit is already at the fan. he is brave, patriotic, knowledgeable and brilliant! i really love his writings. please keep it up! Hmmz...other than that...what else? my common hate list of 2009 should be the same as most majority people that hate seing injustice, the stupid economy that now made me almost bankrupt wahahaha...so no need to repeat. ah...yeah...friends..old and new that i met in 2009...priceless. i wish to learn more new stuffs in 2010...and also gonna up my current skills again...for 2010 i wanna learn maybe..sign language, so that i can communicate with the mute and deaf, maybe a foreign language like thai and mandarin ( i don't know how to write) , and travel more to other places that i've not been visiting for the past 10 years. :) so much for my wishes and lists to do actually...but the most immediate wish i have now is to get at least 3 or 4 diary for 2010! anyone got extra ? give me yeah... i love diaries!